okay...well...
i've been so stressed right now that i'm BREAKING OUT!
& i dnt mean the whole [coming out of my shell] crap...
i mean PIMPLES, ZITS, & ACNE!
:'( this sucks.... i hate zits.
anyway.... lots of things have been making me stressed out these days....
1. SCHOOL: tmrw we have a geography test & invention convention commercials & time trials for gym (tht means i have to run) & a drama instructor presenter person, & on thursday, i have a history test.
2. FAMILY: well....i can't really expose my family in the internet for everyone to see.... but it's distracting me from other things.. it's really making me stressed.
3. L.L. : okay so turns out .... (BLANK) likes (BLANK)...no one is sure about it.. but it really seems like it.. (BLANK) is not mad about it or anything... OKAY, maybe (BLANK) is a bit upset about it... but (BLANK) can't do anything to stop it ... maybe this is just a sign that (BLANK) has to stop.
4. DRAMA : (BLANK) likes (BLANK).... but they're still friends. & (BLANK) likes (BLANK) too!.... it's crazzzy!
(BLANK) can't handle this anymore....
oh & i dnt know bout wally anymore.
im gonna watch my anime now..
BYE.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
HAACKER!
hello...
it's the second day of school after march break... & IT WAS SO TIRING! we had gym and ofcourse, we had to train for crosscountry. we ran for 10 mins!!!!!!! i swear i thought i was going to die... i actually ran about 4-5 laps... which is quite amazing cuz im not really someone who likes to run. It's better thn basketball, cuz people are actually at the same level as i am ^_^
anyway, i had time when my msn just shut down and says, "someone has logged in on another computer using your account" I HATE THAT. whoever is hackgin me, GO AWAY.
no worries, though. ichnaged my password so NO ONE can hack....unless it was someone that i truly trust.
this is going to be a very short enrty... just cuzim really tired from running this afternoon & i didnt get a chance to nap cuz my friend was over at my house to work on our project............
i was walking home today with my friend who is doing a project with me and other guys that we know... they were tlking about coming to my house (which i do not approve of) and my dad's car passes by! ... lmfao... they walked away (thank god) ..... when me and my friend entered my house... my dad was like "Here buy some pizza to feed your friends...wait... where were those boys that were walking with you??"
LOL, my dad actually thought they were my friends!!!...kidding, they are.... my dad actually thought they were coming over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! above that, he was fine about me having guys over.....thts weird... really weird.
anyway, i wanna watch one anime episode before i wash the dishes and sleep.....so
BYE!
it's the second day of school after march break... & IT WAS SO TIRING! we had gym and ofcourse, we had to train for crosscountry. we ran for 10 mins!!!!!!! i swear i thought i was going to die... i actually ran about 4-5 laps... which is quite amazing cuz im not really someone who likes to run. It's better thn basketball, cuz people are actually at the same level as i am ^_^
anyway, i had time when my msn just shut down and says, "someone has logged in on another computer using your account" I HATE THAT. whoever is hackgin me, GO AWAY.
no worries, though. ichnaged my password so NO ONE can hack....unless it was someone that i truly trust.
this is going to be a very short enrty... just cuzim really tired from running this afternoon & i didnt get a chance to nap cuz my friend was over at my house to work on our project............
i was walking home today with my friend who is doing a project with me and other guys that we know... they were tlking about coming to my house (which i do not approve of) and my dad's car passes by! ... lmfao... they walked away (thank god) ..... when me and my friend entered my house... my dad was like "Here buy some pizza to feed your friends...wait... where were those boys that were walking with you??"
LOL, my dad actually thought they were my friends!!!...kidding, they are.... my dad actually thought they were coming over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! above that, he was fine about me having guys over.....thts weird... really weird.
anyway, i wanna watch one anime episode before i wash the dishes and sleep.....so
BYE!
Friday, March 6, 2009
(insert title here)
Oh my momma.
okay, so...my friend read my last blog & said that i had "HIGH EXPECTATIONS"
(FLIP YOU, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)
okay, as i said in that damn blog.... i kno no one is perfect.. those are just my "FANTASY STANDARDS"
obviously no one i know will be that perfect.. even tho DONGHAE is like that.....i don't think im ever gnna meet him. & if i do, he's gnna be like ....OLD. and that's kindah perverted.
i like ____________ but is he perfect? noooo
he doesnt even have half of the expectations i had on my TURN ONs on my last blog. i mean holy shiit.
People take things so seriously these days. one of my guy friends from my old school read my blog and spazzed at me.... (same one i mentioned at the beginning of this blog)
He said... " oh so.. just becuz a guy can't cook you dnt like him? just becuz his sleeves aren't rolled up you dnt like him? just cuz he doesn't havve nice hair you dont like him? wtf is wrong with you? you said you dnt like ppl that are shallow, but look who's being shallow now?"...(those aren't the exact words... but i summarized it)
we got into this whole fight. but were okay now...
just to confirm, here's the speech i will give to any of you who critisize my last blog:
Okay, i admit...i am a bit shallow when it comes to my "TYPE" ... but that doesn't really affect anything. it doesn't apply to every guy i like.... if it does then i will die alone and lonely....it may apply in celebrities ...but not in real life.... . i liked ________ & he had baaaad hair... im not joking.. it' was like a coconut head type of thing... but sadly....i was attracted to him. i liked ________ but he made fun of my height.. i liked _________ & no offence, but he smelled kind of bad. so just CALM YOUR HORMONES ppl! i'm sure everybody has a "TYPE", but doesn't really apply to who they like at the moment.
ANYWAYS...
this week,things have been pretty ghay... this child a year younger thn me asked me out. WTF? ... i swear there's somehting wrong with guys these days.... ofcourse i said no. i dnt date men who are younger thn me....in years. then a "friend" of mine made a comment about it and sed that i'm like the BACHELORETTE. (cuz a lot of guys like me) blah. i dnt kno if i shud take tht as a compliment or a complete insult.
OH & OH ! , this is for you. (you might not be the one im adressing .....so dnt take this so seriously)
that hurt. i dont think you noticed but i wanted to cry so badly when that happened. my sister was watching "BOYS OVER FLOWERS" and she spazzed at this guy who made this girl wait for him.... but she ended up getting stood up by the guy.... my sister told me how she hated guys who make girls wait for nothing....i can totally relate to that. i seriously think that you're just one of those guys who just make girls wait for nothing... you dnt even warn them that there's no light at the end of the tunnel....you just show them the way... ufortunately....im one of those girls.....im still looking for the damn light. if this gets on my nerves ....i swear im gonna dynamite my way out of this tunnel......cuz it's not worth it anymore. i cant afford to have another crack in my heart.
okay, so...my friend read my last blog & said that i had "HIGH EXPECTATIONS"
(FLIP YOU, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)
okay, as i said in that damn blog.... i kno no one is perfect.. those are just my "FANTASY STANDARDS"
obviously no one i know will be that perfect.. even tho DONGHAE is like that.....i don't think im ever gnna meet him. & if i do, he's gnna be like ....OLD. and that's kindah perverted.
i like ____________ but is he perfect? noooo
he doesnt even have half of the expectations i had on my TURN ONs on my last blog. i mean holy shiit.
People take things so seriously these days. one of my guy friends from my old school read my blog and spazzed at me.... (same one i mentioned at the beginning of this blog)
He said... " oh so.. just becuz a guy can't cook you dnt like him? just becuz his sleeves aren't rolled up you dnt like him? just cuz he doesn't havve nice hair you dont like him? wtf is wrong with you? you said you dnt like ppl that are shallow, but look who's being shallow now?"...(those aren't the exact words... but i summarized it)
we got into this whole fight. but were okay now...
just to confirm, here's the speech i will give to any of you who critisize my last blog:
Okay, i admit...i am a bit shallow when it comes to my "TYPE" ... but that doesn't really affect anything. it doesn't apply to every guy i like.... if it does then i will die alone and lonely....it may apply in celebrities ...but not in real life.... . i liked ________ & he had baaaad hair... im not joking.. it' was like a coconut head type of thing... but sadly....i was attracted to him. i liked ________ but he made fun of my height.. i liked _________ & no offence, but he smelled kind of bad. so just CALM YOUR HORMONES ppl! i'm sure everybody has a "TYPE", but doesn't really apply to who they like at the moment.
ANYWAYS...
this week,things have been pretty ghay... this child a year younger thn me asked me out. WTF? ... i swear there's somehting wrong with guys these days.... ofcourse i said no. i dnt date men who are younger thn me....in years. then a "friend" of mine made a comment about it and sed that i'm like the BACHELORETTE. (cuz a lot of guys like me) blah. i dnt kno if i shud take tht as a compliment or a complete insult.
OH & OH ! , this is for you. (you might not be the one im adressing .....so dnt take this so seriously)
that hurt. i dont think you noticed but i wanted to cry so badly when that happened. my sister was watching "BOYS OVER FLOWERS" and she spazzed at this guy who made this girl wait for him.... but she ended up getting stood up by the guy.... my sister told me how she hated guys who make girls wait for nothing....i can totally relate to that. i seriously think that you're just one of those guys who just make girls wait for nothing... you dnt even warn them that there's no light at the end of the tunnel....you just show them the way... ufortunately....im one of those girls.....im still looking for the damn light. if this gets on my nerves ....i swear im gonna dynamite my way out of this tunnel......cuz it's not worth it anymore. i cant afford to have another crack in my heart.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
my type ^_^
okay, so my friend asked me a while ago what my type is...
type of what you ask?.......TYPE OF GUY.
so i thought about it a lot.... & this kind of sums it up.
TURN ONs:
*asian <----------- tht is very important
*taller thn me (obviously...cuz if yer shorter than me, then DAMN YOU'RE SHORT)
*nice hair
*when they're sleeves are rolled up ^_^
*they can sing <--------- i'm a sucker for this
*they can dance <-------- it's sexy xD
*they can play an instrument...like piano or guitar (=
*when they wear suits... <--- oh hot daamn :P
*they're nice to me
*they're sweet
*cute personality... for eg. when yer sad... he gives you a hug...when yer tired, he offers to carry yer books for u..... things like that.
*good with kids.
*when they wear a dress shirt w/ a tie <------- this is my #1 weakness
*can write poetry
*has a nice smile
*is determined to do someting.... for eg. sports, academics, etc.
*has a nice sense of style...
*has manners, for eg....opens the door for me, says thnk you, etc.
*doesnt critisize my height.
*encourages me to do my best
*refuses that i'm something negative ...for eg. when i say im fat, he says im not
*has feelings....& can understand mine.
*he can cook ^_^
*has a good sense of humour...<----to make me laugh ofcourse.
*talks to me...a lot
*isn't afraid to show his feelings.
*LOVABLE ^_^
*etc.
TURN OFFs:
*smells <-------sorry, i hate B.O.
*low rides....i hate this.. no matter what.
*concieted....i hate this.
*girlier thn me <-------tht just means he's gay to the fullest.
*teases me about my IMPERFECTIONS (this is me, deal with it.)
*doesn't have any manners
*swears too much...
*violent (if yer violent towards other ppl....yer violent to me...so go away)
*perverted.... like when they say, "nice ass" or checks you out... ( it's ok if it's for jokes....but if yer trying to imprees me, yer not going anywhere)
*scared of hugging ppl.... WHAT'S THERE TO BE SCARED ABOUT?!
*annoying....i can work with friendly annoying, but if it gets out of hand...GET OUT OF MY SIGHT.
*a goodie-two-shoes... (i like guys who dnt get introuble tht much, but i hate guys who just suck up to teachers...)
*players....<------i dnt like guys who had a million girlfriends coughCHARLIEcough
*ppl who just like me for my looks <---okay, i dnt even have looks so...tht means yer stupid.
*think's he's gangster....GET A LIFE, SERIOUSLY
*acts retarded just to make ppl laugh.....<----i really really hate this. & i dnt laugh.
*likes more thn one girl... eww.
*puts on gel (i dnt mind if its purpose is to hold a sexy asian haircut...but i hate cowlicks....it's ghay)
*if yer not catholic...thts a bad turn off, but you can always convert ;)
*they're smarter thn me... i dnt mind smart guys.. but if you get higher grades thn i do.. & i mean all my grades ...then yous a nerd. (=
*ETC.
i've realized that no one can be perfect....
these are just what i look for in a guy....
WELL, now that i htink about it...no guy ca meet all my expectations, except for one boy.
DOOOOOOOONGHAE <3
lmfao....i actually dn kno for sure... cuz i havent met him....
it's all good tho...
cuz i've recently learned that it's better to look at the fire from afar
than to be close and can easily get burnt.
i hafta do my work.
GOODBYE.
type of what you ask?.......TYPE OF GUY.
so i thought about it a lot.... & this kind of sums it up.
TURN ONs:
*asian <----------- tht is very important
*taller thn me (obviously...cuz if yer shorter than me, then DAMN YOU'RE SHORT)
*nice hair
*when they're sleeves are rolled up ^_^
*they can sing <--------- i'm a sucker for this
*they can dance <-------- it's sexy xD
*they can play an instrument...like piano or guitar (=
*when they wear suits... <--- oh hot daamn :P
*they're nice to me
*they're sweet
*cute personality... for eg. when yer sad... he gives you a hug...when yer tired, he offers to carry yer books for u..... things like that.
*good with kids.
*when they wear a dress shirt w/ a tie <------- this is my #1 weakness
*can write poetry
*has a nice smile
*is determined to do someting.... for eg. sports, academics, etc.
*has a nice sense of style...
*has manners, for eg....opens the door for me, says thnk you, etc.
*doesnt critisize my height.
*encourages me to do my best
*refuses that i'm something negative ...for eg. when i say im fat, he says im not
*has feelings....& can understand mine.
*he can cook ^_^
*has a good sense of humour...<----to make me laugh ofcourse.
*talks to me...a lot
*isn't afraid to show his feelings.
*LOVABLE ^_^
*etc.
TURN OFFs:
*smells <-------sorry, i hate B.O.
*low rides....i hate this.. no matter what.
*concieted....i hate this.
*girlier thn me <-------tht just means he's gay to the fullest.
*teases me about my IMPERFECTIONS (this is me, deal with it.)
*doesn't have any manners
*swears too much...
*violent (if yer violent towards other ppl....yer violent to me...so go away)
*perverted.... like when they say, "nice ass" or checks you out... ( it's ok if it's for jokes....but if yer trying to imprees me, yer not going anywhere)
*scared of hugging ppl.... WHAT'S THERE TO BE SCARED ABOUT?!
*annoying....i can work with friendly annoying, but if it gets out of hand...GET OUT OF MY SIGHT.
*a goodie-two-shoes... (i like guys who dnt get introuble tht much, but i hate guys who just suck up to teachers...)
*players....<------i dnt like guys who had a million girlfriends coughCHARLIEcough
*ppl who just like me for my looks <---okay, i dnt even have looks so...tht means yer stupid.
*think's he's gangster....GET A LIFE, SERIOUSLY
*acts retarded just to make ppl laugh.....<----i really really hate this. & i dnt laugh.
*likes more thn one girl... eww.
*puts on gel (i dnt mind if its purpose is to hold a sexy asian haircut...but i hate cowlicks....it's ghay)
*if yer not catholic...thts a bad turn off, but you can always convert ;)
*they're smarter thn me... i dnt mind smart guys.. but if you get higher grades thn i do.. & i mean all my grades ...then yous a nerd. (=
*ETC.
i've realized that no one can be perfect....
these are just what i look for in a guy....
WELL, now that i htink about it...no guy ca meet all my expectations, except for one boy.
DOOOOOOOONGHAE <3
lmfao....i actually dn kno for sure... cuz i havent met him....
it's all good tho...
cuz i've recently learned that it's better to look at the fire from afar
than to be close and can easily get burnt.
i hafta do my work.
GOODBYE.
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