Do me a favour..

Get out of my life, damnit.

i don't wanna see you or anything anymore.

I mean, i did.

but.

There's no point.

You just got to go.

Fake

Why do i feel like I'm the only one who sees right through your fake, plastic exterior?

I just really don't know how you are pulling this off.

They don't even know th real you.

They don't know who YOU are.

but they do know what you want them to think you are.

except for me.

I'm not stupid.

Forever alone?

okay...so it's like 4am in the morning and i'm still awake...

why..you might ask?

well....as you might know...

Valentines Day is coming up...

im quite certain it's gonna be the same as last year...

just a holiday that really intended for me to realize that i am ALONE AND SINGLE.

hahaha...

i kind of feel bad for myself...

i kind of don't...

well...it's sorta sad that i havent had a valentine in 15 years D;

i know...i'm forever alone.

but then..i feel proud that even after 15 years...i still haven't killed myself yet :P

i've held strong WITHOUT being in a relationship..

(atleast not on valentines day)

For now, Valentine's Day is just a reminder of my independence...