Let's talk about trust...

People say it's the base of every relationship.

without trust, frienship is nothing.

and without trust, you can't give your heart away just like that.

it's everywhere.

not exactly sure who has it...

im not even sure if IM worthy of it.

i mean... sure you can tell me anything,

ill definitely listen..

thts the one thing i am very very very very good at.

but if it includes someone

and the information i heard could possibly harm them..

or anyone else..

i would have to open my mouth.

Telling secrets is one thing,

and talking shit is another.

I'm not sure if this makes me a big mouth or

a gossiper

or whatever they call it.

honestly,

i dnt know & i dnt care

TRUST.

i trust myself with secrets,

i trust myself that if i know someone will get hurt,

i will do my best to stop it.

even if it makes me look like a snake.

Trust should be double sided.

if i dont trust you, you shouldn't trust me.

although, i can count how many people i dont trust in one hand...

so it's def. unlikely tht i dnt trust you,

to trust is to love.

LOVE YOU ALL.

:P

im so cheddar LOL.

whoops.

lol,

so i really didnt think other ppl would read my wishlist blog.

i didnt htink anyone cared :P

i only really posted it and put it on twitter cuz i wanted my sister to read it and tell my mom

HAHA

so if you whoever...ir ever trying to get me any of those..

inless you're my momma or my dad

or my sister.

or my sister's boyfriend ;)

dnt get it !!!!!

please dnt waste yar money LOL

especially YOU michelle and STEPH AND whoever (:

i really only wanted a party.

with all of the poeple i consider as my closest freinds.

Honestly, that would make my day.

anything else would just be a bonus.

i deleted tht wishlist

partially cuz i dnt really want my YOU guys

to get me anything,

and mostly cuz my parents already gave me LOTS.

uhm ...

but to my sister and her boyfriend,

i want a dog, and a plane ticket

thanks.

LOL im kidding.

huh?

okay..

im happy right now with my life..

i mean it's not perfect, but it's good enough for me.

So, please dont ruin it.

i don't understand what you're trying to do...

maybe you're just acting normal and this is all just my imagination.

but it's really bothering me.

just stop.

and think about it.

abotu what you've done.

about what you're doing to me right now.

Think about how it hurts me..

or how it makes my life so much harder to bear.

What if i did this to you?..

No one knows the real me.