5.30.10

Tough Love -

to care for someone while remaining unsympathetic and being strict

well, atleast that's the definition i got from urban dictionary.. i usually address my blog posts to other people....but this blog is all about me. i just wanted to day that im giving myself tough love. lol...

tht sound rearded.. but yeah.

i love myself?.. and i want myself to be happy. OBVIOUSLY. who wouldn't want themselves to be happy, riight?

but i think i need to unhappy first before i become happy :P

get it?..

i gottah take one for the team atm.

im gonna let YOU be happy.

it's important to me..

YOU are important to me.

i love seeing you happy,

even though it means i wont be.

hmmmn, tough love for me (:

someday...ill be happy too.

so please,

SMILE FOR ME.

confusionism.

what the heck, man?

i dont get you.

you and your confusionistic views.

you WANT me to get over you...

but you WANTED me to kno that you still have feelings for me.

not alot of feelings..

apparently 0.05%

but still...

that's FEELINGS.

before, i thought you were over me.

like COMPLETELY.

cuz you had 'dem girls all up on you.

...but apparently theres still a 0.05% thing.

telling me that theres still feelings for me left in you

is not gnna help me get over you.

think about it.

please.

i dnt get what you want me to do.

its bothering me.

cuz im not sure if i should be like "oh wow... uhm.. he wants me to get over him. fine. i'll try"

OR

"OHMYGOODNESS! he still likes me! evn a little bit!"

tell me what the heck you want and i'll respect it.

cuz im so torn on what to do.