just warning y'all now, imma be cussin all over the plaaace.so you can just exit and go home.
what in the fuckery am i doing with my life?!?!
i feel so stupid....
i'm fucking failing math, i've been fucking depressed, i talk shit about people who don't deserve to be talked about...
like who is this girl?
i don't even know myself anymore.
first off...
MATH IS KILLING ME. i think i could pass or improve my mark a little if i actually put the effort into studying..but this ignorant bitch that i've become really doesnt give a flying fuck about her DEVIL teacher and her damn grades....i used to be so concerned about gettiing a fucking 70%...and now, when i got a 48% on my math test ..i was just liike "ehh.." .....that's not right.
I'M DEPRESSED. i don't show it to people....and obviously i try to forget the fact that i'm fuckin alone in life..
i still into a guy that's supposedly a douchbag.... like wtf.
my thoughts about this mans is bipolar...
one minute i think he's the biggest ass...and the next, i feel like he's the sweetest thing there.
i should probably be more cheerful about it and be friends with him again....but
yet again, the bitch that i've become is also a motherfuckin coward....
i can't even look him in the eye and say hi.
THAT IS WHACK.
and theres so much more people that i wanna say sorry to cuz i've been talking trash and shit.
i used to be so against gossiping and shit,,,, and now im like the fucking definition of it....
this is just so sad...
im sure the crazy bitch that possessed the real me hasn't completely taken over my life...cuz i still have the decency to know what im doing wrong and try to do something about it.
so whatever...
i vented out, now it's time to be me again...
cuz i really miss her.
