K so Jessica Jung made a statement about how she got kicked out. She tated that she got permission from the [snsd] members and the company to start her own business. When it launched, she said they all congratulated her. But apparently they all flipped the fucking tables and asked her to choose between snsd activities and her business. What the fuck? This story makes no sense to me whatsoever. I don't know what to believe, or who to pity. Right now it's only Jessica giving a statement, so no one knows the full scope of the situation. With that sympathy, my pity as of now, is with Jessica. She's been with this company for 14-15 years. She's been with these girls for like ever. If they really just shitted on her life and kicked her out, then that's extremely fucked up. I'm just thinking, what would the reasons be for being against Jessica's business? This is why I want a statement from the other members. Jessica said that she has always put GG first, that it is her first priority and her business came after that. But anyone could easily lie and say so-and-so was their priority. What if she really WAS neglecting GG activities for her business? I need to know the other side of the story.
I know some of you are probably wondering why the fuck do I care about this so much? I wasn't even a sone. I have no snsd songs on my music files anywhere. Well i fucking care because this situation reminds me so much of the Sharan situation. Yes, I said her real name because no one reads this anymore (except for a few close friends), she doesn't read it, I don't even think she is aware I have a blogger. But anyway.
Let's call her..mak, bc she always was proud of her title as maknae in our group of friends.
We had troubles with Mak from the start. First it was the whole Patricia thing. They were fighting and it was just hard to take sides. That was resolved. But then she stopped going to school ergo missed practices. She did not go to school for 2-3 months and we were at a loss on what to do. She did come back, though I time for the auditions and we actually did pretty well on our performance. This was grade 11, btw. The following year, she did the same thing. She did not attend school for months and it was harder for us to coordinate a practice schedule that catered to her bc most of us were in IB and had actually no time for anything else but homework. We tried, though. We sent her the songs for her to learn at home..we assigned her a song to learn and teach us...we tried. It was difficult for all of us. We were all so stressed, not knowing what to do, aware that this arrangement is not working out. We held a group meeting tellin her to commit to the group. Telling her that we need her to attend school, that we cannot practice without her and we can't just hange our schedules according to HER availability. She was clearly upset. She told us that she was sick and that she has a chronic illness that disables her for months. Ok. I'm not trying to be rude, but this conflicted with some things I saw on her tumblr. She said that she had to quit her other dance thing because of her illness, but she posted something about having a good time or doing a great job at a dance performance WHEN SHE WAS AWAY SUPPOSEDLY CHRONICALLY SICK. So being the skeptical fuck that I am, I did not buy her story as it reeked of bullshit. I'm not saying her sickness was fake or that her story was a complete lie. I'm saying she did not give us the complete story. We basically asked her to quit if she can't handle our practices. (Sounds familiar?)
She agreed, at first, to commit to the group whole heartedly. But after missing a few days of school yet again, she decided to quit the group. I was upset. We were all upset. Besides the fact that we smelled her bullshit, we really wanted it to work out with her. As much as possible, we wanted her to stay as it was our final performance. And it was just so sad. To this day, I still wonder how our performance would have been if she stayed. She actually ended up performing with another group...which we were externally happy about. But to be honest, it was a slap in the face for me. She quit our group bc her "sickness" prevented her from practicing with us, but she was able to practice with this other group? Ok. It hurt, to be honest. Because that dance group was our friendship. By her performing with someone else, I mean yes go gurl go do your thang, but it kind of subliminally said "I can't and don't want to work with you guys anymore so I'm gonna work with this group instead". So yeah.
Why did I babble about g95? Well shit went down bc one side of the situation wasn't properly explained. If mak mhad told us the complete truth, maybe we would've been more understanding. Also, if we had addressed the situation earlier when she first stopped going to school, it wouldn't have built up like this.
So what I'm actually trying to say is: what if something else is going on with snsd? What if it's not just about Jessica's business? What if the members decided to kick her out for reasons no one is stating right now? What if Jessica wanted to leave, but used her members and company as an excuse to leave so she can do what she actually wants to do? Just like what mak did?
I just really..need complete answers. There's 2 sides to every story. And I might have bashed mak right now, but I would love to hear HER side of the story. I want to understand. Similarly, before I bash the members of GG, I want their side of the story.
