Monday, March 19, 2012

Lesean Grant-Dizon

Very rarely do I dedicate a blog to one person..
but i thought this was completely necessary.

not only did i get all 4 of my wisdom teeth out and was not able to eat anything this march break...my high school community lost one of its most beloved students.

I did not know Lesean personally, but i have always admired him.
I actually had a tiny crush on him lol
I remember when i first saw him dance with his group.
it was my first international night in grade 9 and they were wearing rice hats ;P
i distinctly remember yelling out, "I LIKE ME SOME NINJAS"
lol...
uhhhmm when he danced he gave off a certain aura of intensity...
and the room became quiet...then bursted out in cheer.
it was so admirable.
Y'all know i'm not the best dancer...in fact, i'm probably the weakest in generation 95...but i really super looked up to Lesean, Tim and Jonathan...

It is so freaking devastating to have someone so talented and good-hearted pass away so early in life...
i mean he was only a year older than me....he didn't even make it to prom or grad.
but i'm not here to be all sad and poopie about the situation.
yes, it's a freaking tragedy..but i want to remember him as the guy who dances so damn well and the cool guy i've always wanted to get to know.
i will definitely miss looking over the the other side of hallway and seeing him crump while i'm being a lazy ass and not practicing with the other girls.
Rest in Peace Lesean.
I wish i knew you better.
You made me rethink my life and actually appreciate it.
I know you're just crumping to angels' voices up there.
wanna nice me some talent? lol
You will be terribly missed.






ps. watch over G.95 and help us achieve half of what you are capable of.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Mean girl.

I admit I was wrong in this situation. I admit that I bad-mouthed her and I'm not proud of what I did. I feel really bad that I said those hurtful words about her. I mean she didn't really do anything to me to deserve the hate that was conveyed through those words. I want to apologize, and tell her they did not mean anything and that it was my jealousy talking. I need to swallow my pride and apologize knowing that there's a possibility that she won't accept it. Either way, I need to admit that I was wrong. I learnt my lesson. I'm gonna take the high road in this one. I owe to her. I owe it to myself.