time.

It's been how many months since i moved to the school im currently in .....
&& everyting's driving me NUTS.
The ppl are really nice and all... but i still can't believe how fast things are changing...
i was once in a group....(a HUGE one).... and we were all happy to be together...
but now, we're slowly drifting apart in to 3 seperate groups...
i absolutely LOVE everyone of them..... but,
it sucks that we dont hang around each other anymore cuz we're not that close.
sometimes....i try to go to all the groups, but theres simply no time
and they probably dont trust me anymore...
maybe they never even trusted me at all....
aw, man.... this sucks.

so today... i was at the I3 !!!!
it was really fun ! ... but there were only a few cute guys.
there was this guy who chopped me :O (he was not cute) ... 'fcourse i didnt give my info to him...
and there was this really cute guy with nice hair.... & he talked to me x)
i can't believe i didnt stutter... but he looked like he was a lot older than me... so,
i prolly had no chance what so ever.

confirmation is on May10
Ottawa is on May 27
Grad is on June 18 ....

i can't believe were graduating ! ......
at times i think i really wanna graduate.
but at times i dont want to ....
i mean..... i just met these ppl less than 2 years ago....
i wanted to know more about them....but they're going to different schools...
and wen i DO wanna graduate... it's becuz i feel like i don;t really belong in any group in my current school....
some ppl trust me .... but i dont trust them...
and the ppl i trust.... don't trust me....
it's pretty complicated.
i thought id start over in a school with new ppl...
and the best way to do that is go to HIGHSCHOOL....
but i doubt i would make real friends there....cuz im not really that interesting.

If you look at my facebook, you'll see i have more than 100 friends.... it actually close to 200...
but i thought about it.... and only about 2-10 of them are my REAL FRIENDS.
'fcourse thay are all my friends but .... only 2-10 of them trust me and are reliable to me...
maaan.......life sucks.

anywho.... i should go now...
it friday tmrw...
TGIF.

HANGOVEEEEEEEER, <3

kay, i'm not being stupid ...andi 'm not over reacting..
but i just had the BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE this week....
well.....from Thursday April 9th - Today April 11

the things that happened to me aren't usually the thing i want ....
but it was soooooooooooo fulfilling... im not even lying.

it all started at THURSDAY!!!!
~thursday...i think a lot happend between _____ & ______....and that made me very happy...and i TRIED to skip music class with my friends ^_^ i kno tht sounds bad, but you haftah understand....it's my last year in elementary school and i haven't done anything fun tht would get me in trouble....its about time i have a little fun. btw, we didn't really skip. when everyone went inside the portable, me & my friends were running outside it....we were going in circles running like lunatics....then the teacher caught us -.- then we asked to go to the washroom. she allowed us...so obviously, we went to the washroom... even tho it wasn't a big deal....we aLL felt like rebels. tht was enough for us... when we got out of the wash room, this gilr asked us to put a poster on the second floor of the school...... being the nice teenagers that we are, we did it for her. we went upstairs, put the poster up, went down, and we went back to the music portable. wen we got back to the music portable... everyone was silent...and the teacher made us stand in the corner. >_<>

Friday & saturday r kind of together,
i went to my old friend's party in northyork & i slept over.
we watched FAST & FURIOUS.... it was okay...
alot of lesbo scenes tho O_O there were guy at the party, but they didnt sleep over...it wuddah been crazy if they did. we ate dinner, and it was the most fun dinner i have ever had... evryone was laughing & doing crazy shit!....it was so fun. after tht, we were all laughing at our friend who tried to violate this poor unicorn stuffed toy. then there was truth or dare..... you guys all know what happens ........ but i can assure you, our game of truth or dare had no nudity what so ever ... i can't really mention anything that happened...all i can tell you is that it wasa really FUN. some of the boys left earlier than the others.... the boys that lest last.....left at like 11:30 pm?....ish.... i think.... and then all the girls, 8 of us to be specific, stayed and partied all night..we ate banana cake &prank called ppl... & played our own TRUTH OR TRUTH game... cuz there was no point of playing DARE if the guys already left...it wud be no fun.... we ended up staying up until 4 am of saturday morning. it was so crazy.... then surprisingly, we woke up at 10 in the morning.... we ate breakfast & went to the park. this kid w/ snot coming out of his nose kept follwing us... so we ran... ^_^ it was soooo jokes. oh and... i used to hae this girl....but then i said sorry for all the thing i did, and she said sorry too :) shewas at the party... and were good friends now... i really regret hating her....she's actually really nice.

anyway, tmrw is easter... im hoping me and my fam will have an allnighter ^_^ but i still have a hangover from yesterday ( i did not drink any alcohol, having a hangover is just my way of saying that i'm freaking tired )....so i'll just have to suck it all up and have the BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE,
for now ;)