Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
MANNY PACQUIAO FTW
arite, arite... sooooo today i watchd the PACQUIAO vs. COTTO boxing match..
and obviously... PACQUIAO WON! :P
actually, i was pretty scared at the beginning cuz Cotto looks super intimidating..
like all of his tattoos....& his intense eyes..
it's pretty scary O.o
i actually thought that Manny would lose...
but NOOO...
he won still!
he got his asian groove on! :P
He got 2 knockdowns...,
im not really sure if the first one counted cuz he was just on his knees...
but yeah.
Cotto looked like a man tht had severe allergies O.o
he really puffed up during the fight...
ifelt quite baf actually....
WE WON ON THE 12th ROUND!
BY TECHNICAL KNOCK-OUT!!!!!
ZZZOOMMMGGGG!!!!!!!!
PHILIPPINES!
WE ARE AWESOME!
okay, this victory totally boosted up my ego....
cuz first of all.....PACQUIAO is short.... well he was shorter than Cotto...
& tht just proves tht height doesn't matter...
you can do anything if you work for it.
second, Manny is asian....
many people say asians are just nerds who eat rice....
BUT WE CAN FIGHT. in a goood way :P
we are dangerous in a safe way ;)
LASTLY, MANNY PACQUIAO IS FILIPINO.
our kind used to be the last one tht was identified...
we werent really known...
we were... but only for bad stuff like our super corrupted government...
but now we have somehting to be proud of...
This win was the Philippine's revenge to tht flood this year!
it might've damaged out materialistic wealth,
but now we have pride.
FILIPINOS FTW.
MANNY PACQUIAO, you are amazing.
(just stop cheating on your wife....cuz tht ruins it all:P)
wooohooo.....
im filipino,
and im actually proud of it.
im asian,
and im proud of it.
im short,
...i dont like it...
but im proud of it too!!!!
i feel unstoppable. 8D
the new era has begun. <-------i sounf stupid, but i felt like saying somehting epic ^.^
FTW, FTW, FTW, FTW.
i will sleep now.
i love you, PHILIPPINES.
and obviously... PACQUIAO WON! :P
actually, i was pretty scared at the beginning cuz Cotto looks super intimidating..
like all of his tattoos....& his intense eyes..
it's pretty scary O.o
i actually thought that Manny would lose...
but NOOO...
he won still!
he got his asian groove on! :P
He got 2 knockdowns...,
im not really sure if the first one counted cuz he was just on his knees...
but yeah.
Cotto looked like a man tht had severe allergies O.o
he really puffed up during the fight...
ifelt quite baf actually....
WE WON ON THE 12th ROUND!
BY TECHNICAL KNOCK-OUT!!!!!
ZZZOOMMMGGGG!!!!!!!!
PHILIPPINES!
WE ARE AWESOME!
okay, this victory totally boosted up my ego....
cuz first of all.....PACQUIAO is short.... well he was shorter than Cotto...
& tht just proves tht height doesn't matter...
you can do anything if you work for it.
second, Manny is asian....
many people say asians are just nerds who eat rice....
BUT WE CAN FIGHT. in a goood way :P
we are dangerous in a safe way ;)
LASTLY, MANNY PACQUIAO IS FILIPINO.
our kind used to be the last one tht was identified...
we werent really known...
we were... but only for bad stuff like our super corrupted government...
but now we have somehting to be proud of...
This win was the Philippine's revenge to tht flood this year!
it might've damaged out materialistic wealth,
but now we have pride.
FILIPINOS FTW.
MANNY PACQUIAO, you are amazing.
(just stop cheating on your wife....cuz tht ruins it all:P)
wooohooo.....
im filipino,
and im actually proud of it.
im asian,
and im proud of it.
im short,
...i dont like it...
but im proud of it too!!!!
i feel unstoppable. 8D
the new era has begun. <-------i sounf stupid, but i felt like saying somehting epic ^.^
FTW, FTW, FTW, FTW.
i will sleep now.
i love you, PHILIPPINES.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
just like glueeee (y)
hi (=
hhmnnnn, i love yooouuuu (8)
lol, im bored.
i think i played the intro of mad- ne yo
on the piano today for more than 100 times....
my mom got annoyed :P
cuz i kept playing it....hehe (=
You're my dream come true
just know that i love you.
you're my shining star,
the last cookie in the jar :P
you're the note i play,
the meeting i can't delay.
you're the song i sing,
the first flower in spring.
you're the icecream on a hot day,
the beat that makes me sway.
you're my blanket at night,
you are my only light.
you're the poem i make,
every step i take.
you're everything i do.
just know that i love you.
WOAAAAAHHHH, i just made tht on the spot O.o
thts siiiiiick! : P
i thought it wud be harder :P
k... anyways... im bored.
im gnna go eat :O
<3>
hhmnnnn, i love yooouuuu (8)
lol, im bored.
i think i played the intro of mad- ne yo
on the piano today for more than 100 times....
my mom got annoyed :P
cuz i kept playing it....hehe (=
You're my dream come true
just know that i love you.
you're my shining star,
the last cookie in the jar :P
you're the note i play,
the meeting i can't delay.
you're the song i sing,
the first flower in spring.
you're the icecream on a hot day,
the beat that makes me sway.
you're my blanket at night,
you are my only light.
you're the poem i make,
every step i take.
you're everything i do.
just know that i love you.
WOAAAAAHHHH, i just made tht on the spot O.o
thts siiiiiick! : P
i thought it wud be harder :P
k... anyways... im bored.
im gnna go eat :O
<3>
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
GOODMORNING, (=
hi loooves,
it's is currently 2:15am
im not really sleepy..
im pretty much wide AWAKE.
about an hour ago, i just got off the phone with BOOB.
i told him to sleep cuz if he doesn't he'll get sick...
im such a hypocrite :P
well.... he didnt wanna "leave me hanging"
i told him i would sleep if HE did... so we ended tht phone conversation...
but i never slept :P
he's probably gnna spazz wen he reads this ^_^
HII, YOU!!! :P
anywhooooooooooooooo,
bad news you guys..
i lost my phone )=
it was during trick-or-treating.
i think i dropped it while chasing michelle's brothers (N)
im sooo sad about tht ...
cuz first of all... i text 24/7 .... & without a phone, i am just the typical loser with nothing to with her life :P
second, tht phone has been with me for soo long... it's been through a lot with me...
like dropping it in the pool & surviving...
my last days in Matthias,
my first texts from..nevermind <--- i dnt even care about tht..
my videos of acting stupid :P
& my saved text messages :(
i miss my phone HORRIBLY.
funny thing is, my parents aren't even mad...
they say im getting a new phone.
but they didnt really specify when & what kind... so im gnna have to wait.
if i DO get a new phone...
it kno it's not even gnna be close to being compared to my amazing nokia 3110.
PHOONEE, ILY & IMY.....wherever you may be :'(
it's is currently 2:15am
im not really sleepy..
im pretty much wide AWAKE.
about an hour ago, i just got off the phone with BOOB.
i told him to sleep cuz if he doesn't he'll get sick...
im such a hypocrite :P
well.... he didnt wanna "leave me hanging"
i told him i would sleep if HE did... so we ended tht phone conversation...
but i never slept :P
he's probably gnna spazz wen he reads this ^_^
HII, YOU!!! :P
anywhooooooooooooooo,
bad news you guys..
i lost my phone )=
it was during trick-or-treating.
i think i dropped it while chasing michelle's brothers (N)
im sooo sad about tht ...
cuz first of all... i text 24/7 .... & without a phone, i am just the typical loser with nothing to with her life :P
second, tht phone has been with me for soo long... it's been through a lot with me...
like dropping it in the pool & surviving...
my last days in Matthias,
my first texts from..nevermind <--- i dnt even care about tht..
my videos of acting stupid :P
& my saved text messages :(
i miss my phone HORRIBLY.
funny thing is, my parents aren't even mad...
they say im getting a new phone.
but they didnt really specify when & what kind... so im gnna have to wait.
if i DO get a new phone...
it kno it's not even gnna be close to being compared to my amazing nokia 3110.
PHOONEE, ILY & IMY.....wherever you may be :'(
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
pumkiins.
hi hi hi (=
so Halloween is coming up ^_^
i have no costume yet .....
i think ill just be a cat.
OR OR OR, i dnt kno.
today was normal....
except at the end of the day, i felt "OFF"
this sort of hting happens whenevr i didnt get enough sleep,
or somehting bad is going to happen...
i had more than enough sleep last night...
so i kind of, sort of, knew that somehting bad was going to happen.
i got home & GUESS WHAT?!
i got bad news :(
it doesnt really affect me in a way...
but it's still bad news to me ...
IM SORRY,
to all those people i was with this afternoon.
you guys probably thought YOU were the reason i felt tht way...
but it's not you.
don't worry.
&& it wasn't because my bag broke.
i wouldn't get mad for something so simple like tht.
i love you, guys <3>
[the following is the gay gay gay section of my blog, dnt read unless you are GAY]
now u decide to talk? ...
since when were you ever interested in seeing my face?...
you make me soo mad.
BUT, you taught me so much.
& i thank you for tht.
it's making my life so much easier.
i think im 'honoured' to have learned the hard way...
cuz if i didnt, i wouldn't have ever understood.
thnks so much.
this is the last time ill ever bother you.
with my stupidity.
thnks again.
<3>
so Halloween is coming up ^_^
i have no costume yet .....
i think ill just be a cat.
OR OR OR, i dnt kno.
today was normal....
except at the end of the day, i felt "OFF"
this sort of hting happens whenevr i didnt get enough sleep,
or somehting bad is going to happen...
i had more than enough sleep last night...
so i kind of, sort of, knew that somehting bad was going to happen.
i got home & GUESS WHAT?!
i got bad news :(
it doesnt really affect me in a way...
but it's still bad news to me ...
IM SORRY,
to all those people i was with this afternoon.
you guys probably thought YOU were the reason i felt tht way...
but it's not you.
don't worry.
&& it wasn't because my bag broke.
i wouldn't get mad for something so simple like tht.
i love you, guys <3>
[the following is the gay gay gay section of my blog, dnt read unless you are GAY]
now u decide to talk? ...
since when were you ever interested in seeing my face?...
you make me soo mad.
BUT, you taught me so much.
& i thank you for tht.
it's making my life so much easier.
i think im 'honoured' to have learned the hard way...
cuz if i didnt, i wouldn't have ever understood.
thnks so much.
this is the last time ill ever bother you.
with my stupidity.
thnks again.
<3>
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Rind ding dong.
hi, my lovelies (=
okay....so i heard this new song by SHINee...called RING DING DONG and it is freaking HILARIOUS.
my sister & i were laughing throughout the whole soong!
i have no idea what happened to them....they kindah died after AH.MI.GO.
i never liked Juliette.... so yeeaahh...
ANYWHOOO,
in english....we are reading A MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM
gaaaasppp, it reminds me of something O.o
i mean, the plot is that everyone falls in love with the wrong person...
it's really similar to a real life story...if you know what im talking about :P
okay neevermind...
okay okay okay.... soooooooooooooooooooooo
my life is boring as of now ^_^
so, i had no life...
i decided to read my past blogs...
i saw the one tht described my "TYPE OF GUY" on March 2009
& i was laughing hysterically! .... cuz some of them were weird O.o
the rolled-up sleeves.....omgeezzz, i have no idea wuts wrong with me...but i find it appealing XD
im sooo strange.....right?
im supposed to be doing my homework right now....
so bye bye <3>
okay....so i heard this new song by SHINee...called RING DING DONG and it is freaking HILARIOUS.
my sister & i were laughing throughout the whole soong!
i have no idea what happened to them....they kindah died after AH.MI.GO.
i never liked Juliette.... so yeeaahh...
ANYWHOOO,
in english....we are reading A MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM
gaaaasppp, it reminds me of something O.o
i mean, the plot is that everyone falls in love with the wrong person...
it's really similar to a real life story...if you know what im talking about :P
okay neevermind...
okay okay okay.... soooooooooooooooooooooo
my life is boring as of now ^_^
so, i had no life...
i decided to read my past blogs...
i saw the one tht described my "TYPE OF GUY" on March 2009
& i was laughing hysterically! .... cuz some of them were weird O.o
the rolled-up sleeves.....omgeezzz, i have no idea wuts wrong with me...but i find it appealing XD
im sooo strange.....right?
im supposed to be doing my homework right now....
so bye bye <3>
Monday, October 12, 2009
Thanksgiving.
It's Thanksgiving...
& it makes me think about what i should be thankful for...
A lot happened this year that i am soo greatful for.
So...here goes my long-ass list :
I'm thankful for....
~my loving family.
~getting a chance to see my fam in the Philippines.
~having such awesome friends
~the food tht i eat everyday.
~the hugs that i received wen i needed them
~moving here to Canada & not experience the flood in the Philippines
~people who cared about me
~my education
~having such cool parents 8D
~music that matches my mood
~the lessons i learned from my mistakes
~friends who taught me well
~choosing pope as my highschool
~my cellie, for without it....i couldn't have texted you.
~the internet, for without it...i couldn't communicate with the ones i loove.
~camera that make the most out of my memories
~icecream...cuz i love it.
~my clothes
~all types of dogs...cuz they make me happy
~land-line phones. cuz then i wouldn't be able to tlk till' morning without having a HUGE bill for my cellie. :P
~understanding english teacher, who loves me too much to fail me :P
~my sister tht deals with my shiizz everyday.
~my dad, who does whatever he can to make me happy
~my mom, who makes the the craziest rules....tht eventually protect me from harm.
~water, cuz i needah wash :P
~MILK.
~my height...(it's hard to believe im thknful for tht =S)
~steffi & her fam. cuz they drove me to school everday...and walked home with me & listened to my problems
~joan, cuz she's an awesome friend & keeps me updated with k-pop
~nathalie...cuz she lets me slap he ass & she understands my problems
~michelle...for not forgetting about me & always being ther for me..
~remira...for understanding our mutual situation :P & trusting me
~jana...for still hanging out with me at Pope ^_^
~katrina...for being nice to me :P
~louise...for tlking to me on the phone for...how long?... (=
~kristin...for being ther with me, & teasing michael manu with me : P
~narrain...for still tlking to me at pope. & sharing yer lunch.
~mel for being so annyoing. & letting me eat some of yer lunch.
~jalissa, for being ther for me.
~allana, for still being my friend evn if we're half way across the world from each other (HAPPYBELATEDBDAY!)
~jerome....cuz you consider me as a friend & u trust me...with everything.
~Gee..cuz he encouraged me to play soccer & evry other sport
~Mr. Martin....cuz he gave us shit-loads of work..tht made highschool seems so SOOOFT.
~Mrs. Meehan...cuz she helped me realize tht we actually dnt get cooties from boys :P
~every morning.
~every night...
~the stars, so i had a chance to make wishes.
~volleyball...cuz without it....i wouldn't have a sport tht i was actually good at ^_^
~Harry Potter & J.K. Rowling cuz without it....i wuddah never have an interest in reading.
~Melissa De La Cruz...for making such awesome books
~life.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. (=
Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!
enjoy yr turkey ^_^
& it makes me think about what i should be thankful for...
A lot happened this year that i am soo greatful for.
So...here goes my long-ass list :
I'm thankful for....
~my loving family.
~getting a chance to see my fam in the Philippines.
~having such awesome friends
~the food tht i eat everyday.
~the hugs that i received wen i needed them
~moving here to Canada & not experience the flood in the Philippines
~people who cared about me
~my education
~having such cool parents 8D
~music that matches my mood
~the lessons i learned from my mistakes
~friends who taught me well
~choosing pope as my highschool
~my cellie, for without it....i couldn't have texted you.
~the internet, for without it...i couldn't communicate with the ones i loove.
~camera that make the most out of my memories
~icecream...cuz i love it.
~my clothes
~all types of dogs...cuz they make me happy
~land-line phones. cuz then i wouldn't be able to tlk till' morning without having a HUGE bill for my cellie. :P
~understanding english teacher, who loves me too much to fail me :P
~my sister tht deals with my shiizz everyday.
~my dad, who does whatever he can to make me happy
~my mom, who makes the the craziest rules....tht eventually protect me from harm.
~water, cuz i needah wash :P
~MILK.
~my height...(it's hard to believe im thknful for tht =S)
~steffi & her fam. cuz they drove me to school everday...and walked home with me & listened to my problems
~joan, cuz she's an awesome friend & keeps me updated with k-pop
~nathalie...cuz she lets me slap he ass & she understands my problems
~michelle...for not forgetting about me & always being ther for me..
~remira...for understanding our mutual situation :P & trusting me
~jana...for still hanging out with me at Pope ^_^
~katrina...for being nice to me :P
~louise...for tlking to me on the phone for...how long?... (=
~kristin...for being ther with me, & teasing michael manu with me : P
~narrain...for still tlking to me at pope. & sharing yer lunch.
~mel for being so annyoing. & letting me eat some of yer lunch.
~jalissa, for being ther for me.
~allana, for still being my friend evn if we're half way across the world from each other (HAPPYBELATEDBDAY!)
~jerome....cuz you consider me as a friend & u trust me...with everything.
~Gee..cuz he encouraged me to play soccer & evry other sport
~Mr. Martin....cuz he gave us shit-loads of work..tht made highschool seems so SOOOFT.
~Mrs. Meehan...cuz she helped me realize tht we actually dnt get cooties from boys :P
~every morning.
~every night...
~the stars, so i had a chance to make wishes.
~volleyball...cuz without it....i wouldn't have a sport tht i was actually good at ^_^
~Harry Potter & J.K. Rowling cuz without it....i wuddah never have an interest in reading.
~Melissa De La Cruz...for making such awesome books
~life.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. (=
Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!
enjoy yr turkey ^_^
Saturday, October 3, 2009
f,g,e__________r
HOLA,
don't mind my stupid title..
its just saying the subects i do every DAMN DAY...in order.
FRENCH
GEOGRAPHY
ENGLISH
<<>>
RELIGION.
i was actually surpriesed tht a lot of people read my last entry...
i didnt mean to get all tht attention O.o
so here are my replies to yer comments :
ATE: -.- read someone else's blog, you butt. ill tell you my problems when i want to :P love you too.
STEPHUMS: hihi (= uhm.. nohting.. it's all good now...plus, i dnt wanna bother yer studies :P rem told me how hard it is at ward... but thnks anyway (=
REMIRA: thnk youuussss, hun.
RYAN:... you have blogger?... im gnna read yers from now on :P
OKAY,
sooo, let's get to business.
my last entry was really stupid.
now that i think about it, it's really funny ^_^
i made such a big deal out of a really minor situation....
i guess my emotions got the best of me.
what can i say?
im a 5 feet of PURE RAGING HORMONES.
i blame puberty :P
ANYWHOOOOOOOOOOO,
so school..... i find it funny how at lunch, i hang out with all guys. O.o
& im not exaggerating. im the only girl in the "group" tht i eat with....
it's weird, but im still adjusting to it....
the girls at pope are.... okay....
i just miss my old friends...
RICE / ASIAN INVASION.
i really really really really miss them.
i can't talk about my korean lovelies with guys....
& the girls at pope dont even kno any korean stuff...
PLUS, if i tell them about korean guys, they might steal my man from me! ( im so self-centred :P )
soo....at lunch i usually become one of the guys...
my arm actually hurts, cuz yesterday all we did was ARM WRESTLING.
honestly, i feel like im a male :P
nyahahahahahahahahahaha, but im not LES or anything...
i need to find FEMALE friends, NOW.
...i dnt wanna be a man x(
don't mind my stupid title..
its just saying the subects i do every DAMN DAY...in order.
FRENCH
GEOGRAPHY
ENGLISH
<<
RELIGION.
i was actually surpriesed tht a lot of people read my last entry...
i didnt mean to get all tht attention O.o
so here are my replies to yer comments :
ATE: -.- read someone else's blog, you butt. ill tell you my problems when i want to :P love you too.
STEPHUMS: hihi (= uhm.. nohting.. it's all good now...plus, i dnt wanna bother yer studies :P rem told me how hard it is at ward... but thnks anyway (=
REMIRA: thnk youuussss, hun.
RYAN:... you have blogger?... im gnna read yers from now on :P
OKAY,
sooo, let's get to business.
my last entry was really stupid.
now that i think about it, it's really funny ^_^
i made such a big deal out of a really minor situation....
i guess my emotions got the best of me.
what can i say?
im a 5 feet of PURE RAGING HORMONES.
i blame puberty :P
ANYWHOOOOOOOOOOO,
so school..... i find it funny how at lunch, i hang out with all guys. O.o
& im not exaggerating. im the only girl in the "group" tht i eat with....
it's weird, but im still adjusting to it....
the girls at pope are.... okay....
i just miss my old friends...
RICE / ASIAN INVASION.
i really really really really miss them.
i can't talk about my korean lovelies with guys....
& the girls at pope dont even kno any korean stuff...
PLUS, if i tell them about korean guys, they might steal my man from me! ( im so self-centred :P )
soo....at lunch i usually become one of the guys...
my arm actually hurts, cuz yesterday all we did was ARM WRESTLING.
honestly, i feel like im a male :P
nyahahahahahahahahahaha, but im not LES or anything...
i need to find FEMALE friends, NOW.
...i dnt wanna be a man x(
Thursday, September 17, 2009
FML.
im pretty sure tht noone reads my blog anymore....
but i dnt give a fcuk.
so my life is pretty shit right now....
only my friend NARRAIN knows why, if anyone IS reading this...which i highly doubt...
dnt even try to ask him why.
wow, so tht was a complete waste of my life.
i really can't believe this,
might as well turn emo...
KIDDING,
but seriously.... i feel so dumb.
im going to lay off "those things" for a while now....
probably just focus on my studies & shyeeet.
this is pretty much going to cause me to be very bad-tempered, irritable, mad, QUIET, and freaking sad for the next couple of months,
so if i am always around you, beware...
a message to you:
thks for doing this to me.
i think it was my fault for being such an idiotic piece of kumquat -.-
i just wish you dnt treat every one that loves you like you treated me.
cuz it's really not fair.
have an awesome life,
unlike mine.
but i dnt give a fcuk.
so my life is pretty shit right now....
only my friend NARRAIN knows why, if anyone IS reading this...which i highly doubt...
dnt even try to ask him why.
wow, so tht was a complete waste of my life.
i really can't believe this,
might as well turn emo...
KIDDING,
but seriously.... i feel so dumb.
im going to lay off "those things" for a while now....
probably just focus on my studies & shyeeet.
this is pretty much going to cause me to be very bad-tempered, irritable, mad, QUIET, and freaking sad for the next couple of months,
so if i am always around you, beware...
a message to you:
thks for doing this to me.
i think it was my fault for being such an idiotic piece of kumquat -.-
i just wish you dnt treat every one that loves you like you treated me.
cuz it's really not fair.
have an awesome life,
unlike mine.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
highschool?..
yoooooooo, home slicessssss (=
so i started Hisghschool a couple pf days ago...
& who thought it would be this awesome?
i mean im not even through my whole week yet, but im already have so much fun.
so we went to camp.... & i saw a couple of hot guys :P
yesh, i attempted to chop..... but it's just not me...
i talked to a couple of people tho....
met new kids....
really cool ones. ^_^
so anywho......
im so caught in the middle.
im really confused....
this is the first time this happened to me.
ehhhhhh, i just dnt get it.
so i started Hisghschool a couple pf days ago...
& who thought it would be this awesome?
i mean im not even through my whole week yet, but im already have so much fun.
so we went to camp.... & i saw a couple of hot guys :P
yesh, i attempted to chop..... but it's just not me...
i talked to a couple of people tho....
met new kids....
really cool ones. ^_^
so anywho......
im so caught in the middle.
im really confused....
this is the first time this happened to me.
ehhhhhh, i just dnt get it.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
elmooooo
okay,
so it was really hard to hide it from you guys but IM IN THE PHILIPPINES!
woooo!
well, i got here on the night of aug 9.
the airplabe ride was KILLER.
it was hella long, the food was not that great and there was nothing to do.
i couldn't even sleep to pass time cuz the seat wasnt the most comfortable.
but i guess it was all worth it (=
we surprised all my fam members & they all sed i was FAT :P
well, i dnt blame them.
i just try to ignore the rude comments and look at the bright side of things.
so ya.
i met my niece (=
Her name is Yannah.
she's about 2 years old. same age as my lovely twin godchidlren.
but she's definitely smarter.
she's knows how her 1-10 numbers,
she's tknows the alphabet,
she knows her colours,
she calls me TITA.
she's sooo adorable. im not even joking.
ANYWAY, sooo i hope i brought enough money to spend for 3 weeks.
im staying here for 3 weeks & i only brought $300 worth of pesos.
i already bought one pair of shoes....it's cute.
brown striped flats, peeptoe.
aggh, i only got it for about $8.
today...were going to a mall again.
YAY.
but i think imma spend all my money before the 3 weeks is up..
i just have a feeling...
but i brought my trustee calculator (=
so wen i want somehting, i check the price, convert it in dollarss & see if it really is cheeper.
(= im sooooooo cheap.
even my mom says so.
oh well.
so yah, wen i make more expenses, ill tell you guys.
imma go now.
bye bye (=
so it was really hard to hide it from you guys but IM IN THE PHILIPPINES!
woooo!
well, i got here on the night of aug 9.
the airplabe ride was KILLER.
it was hella long, the food was not that great and there was nothing to do.
i couldn't even sleep to pass time cuz the seat wasnt the most comfortable.
but i guess it was all worth it (=
we surprised all my fam members & they all sed i was FAT :P
well, i dnt blame them.
i just try to ignore the rude comments and look at the bright side of things.
so ya.
i met my niece (=
Her name is Yannah.
she's about 2 years old. same age as my lovely twin godchidlren.
but she's definitely smarter.
she's knows how her 1-10 numbers,
she's tknows the alphabet,
she knows her colours,
she calls me TITA.
she's sooo adorable. im not even joking.
ANYWAY, sooo i hope i brought enough money to spend for 3 weeks.
im staying here for 3 weeks & i only brought $300 worth of pesos.
i already bought one pair of shoes....it's cute.
brown striped flats, peeptoe.
aggh, i only got it for about $8.
today...were going to a mall again.
YAY.
but i think imma spend all my money before the 3 weeks is up..
i just have a feeling...
but i brought my trustee calculator (=
so wen i want somehting, i check the price, convert it in dollarss & see if it really is cheeper.
(= im sooooooo cheap.
even my mom says so.
oh well.
so yah, wen i make more expenses, ill tell you guys.
imma go now.
bye bye (=
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
CARPE DIEM.
okay. it's 1am.
i can't sleep. so i guess ill just write a blog.
i saw something in the Internet & it made me realize and ask myself WTF AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE?
it was actually a paragraph talking about the guilt you get for not pushing away anything that's in your way and CARPE DIEM.
Seize the day. i realized that i haven't really done anything daring to improve my life. i mean I've don't lots of daring stuff, but most of it didn't really cause a good impact in my life.
One thing i seriously regret is keeping all my feelings all to myself.
I haven't had one of those moments when my heart just takes over and blurts out what i really feel.
i have to admit, it would've made a hell of a lot of a difference if i spoke my mind.
For instance, if i had told Mr. Martin that i thought i deserved a better mark on my art project, he would've considered increasing my mark.
Or if i had been honest to my friend and had told her that i was mad at her, it would've solved the problem easier than what happened when i told everyone else but her. Or if i had honestly told my parents i was going to the mall with all boys, they wouldn't have allowed me either way, but they would've appreciated my honesty and gain trust with me. Or if i had told the people i liked that i liked them, i would've actually gone out with them......
While talking about this, i realized this is all caused my my major fear.
FAILURE & REJECTION
i realized that if i had pushed these fears aside. i would've gotten what i wanted.
today, i was really upset with my friend because he wouldn't ask out a girl he liked even though he knew
she was totally into him too! i got mad at him for not letting his true feelings out to the girl, for not taking a chance, for not living his life to its fullest potential. i realized i was being a hypocrite.
I never told anyone that i ever liked that i liked them STRAIGHT UP. it's always the case of someone else finding out and telling them.
in grade 4, i liked LUKE. never told him cuz i barely knew him. he doesn't know. he never will.
in grade 5, i liked KENNETH, never told him cuz he was three years older than me. he found out. it was too late.
in grade 6, i liked CHARLIE, i waited till' the last minute to tell him. i was too late.
in grade 7, i liked ROBERT, told a friend and it simply just spread around. he found out. i stopped liking him.
and so on.
i realized ... for every damn time i told someone they were a WUSS, a WIMP, a CHICKEN, and a GUTLESS LOSER.....i became a bigger one.
i learned to be better. I've learned that the only regrets in life are the things you didn't get to do. TAKE THE CHANCE, TAKE THE RISK cuz the only way you will fail is by not trying at all.
I'd like to dwell on the things i didn't get to do, but I've learned not to look back, or too far ahead, just focus on the present and live it to the fullest.
~I'd like to thank my friend, Remira Melendrez, for making me realize all of this. Rem, i owe you. Thank you so much. I love you. <3>
"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today." ~James Dean
ps.
this was probably my most life changing blog entry (=
Monday, July 27, 2009
sugarpie, honeybunch
okay, as you guys have probably notived by now....
i changed my background and everything.
it's actually been a while since i changed it :P
Well.....today was... FUN, i guess.
i have really nothing special to say about it.
it was a normal
& fun day with some of my awesomenest friends.
uhm....okay.
the rest of summer is passing me by.
i just wish my parents would let me go
wherever i wanna go. :(
i have a new goal for this summer.
i will "attempt" to learn the dance to Gee by SNSD.
....czu first of all.... it will be like the only type of eercise im willing to do.
second, it's looks fun.
Third, so i have somehting to teach my cousin (=
okay...ill go make that GOAL happen ;)
buh-bye.
i changed my background and everything.
it's actually been a while since i changed it :P
Well.....today was... FUN, i guess.
i have really nothing special to say about it.
it was a normal
& fun day with some of my awesomenest friends.
uhm....okay.
the rest of summer is passing me by.
i just wish my parents would let me go
wherever i wanna go. :(
i have a new goal for this summer.
i will "attempt" to learn the dance to Gee by SNSD.
....czu first of all.... it will be like the only type of eercise im willing to do.
second, it's looks fun.
Third, so i have somehting to teach my cousin (=
okay...ill go make that GOAL happen ;)
buh-bye.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Don't change (8)
Okay, correction for my summer '09 post.
Michael Jackson died on the 25th, not the 24th.
Sorry about that.
Anywho.....so i only have like....
precisely 2 weeks and 6 days until, YOU KNOW.
& i havent seen half the people i wanna see before, YOU KNOW.
~im so in love with this song called "Don't Change" by Musiq Soulchild.
it's ..... like the best thing a guy would tell a girl... preferably me :P
but honestly. it's so cuute. If you have the time, you should listen to it.
It'll make you feel better whenevr yer sad, cuz it worked for me.
FOR YOU:
I feel like I'm wasting my time. i feel like there's gonna be no end to this world i entered. i can't leave, even though i want to. People tell me there's a way....but i seriously doubt that. My hopes were as high as a mountain peak....& all that did to me was make me fall harder. You gave me false hope. False hope that climbed up the heavens........but i still ended up in hell. This may sound crazy to other people, but even though i already fell, even though you hurt me more than once, I'm still trying. it's really CRAZY. but life is all about taking risks, right?......so I'm going to take this huge one and put my whole being on the line, because nothing else would make me happier than to have you.
Michael Jackson died on the 25th, not the 24th.
Sorry about that.
Anywho.....so i only have like....
precisely 2 weeks and 6 days until, YOU KNOW.
& i havent seen half the people i wanna see before, YOU KNOW.
~im so in love with this song called "Don't Change" by Musiq Soulchild.
it's ..... like the best thing a guy would tell a girl... preferably me :P
but honestly. it's so cuute. If you have the time, you should listen to it.
It'll make you feel better whenevr yer sad, cuz it worked for me.
FOR YOU:
I feel like I'm wasting my time. i feel like there's gonna be no end to this world i entered. i can't leave, even though i want to. People tell me there's a way....but i seriously doubt that. My hopes were as high as a mountain peak....& all that did to me was make me fall harder. You gave me false hope. False hope that climbed up the heavens........but i still ended up in hell. This may sound crazy to other people, but even though i already fell, even though you hurt me more than once, I'm still trying. it's really CRAZY. but life is all about taking risks, right?......so I'm going to take this huge one and put my whole being on the line, because nothing else would make me happier than to have you.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
here we go again,
Kso, why it have to be like this ?....
whay can't life be easy for me ..... atleast once ?!
Once i stop chasing the damn train.......it starts to chase me.
i just can't handle this anymore.
thers just too much on my mind right now.
& im putting out all these emotions into this little screen.
FCUK. i just can't waste my time anymore on this crap.
but ..... i can't just stop.
....okay, im losing my mind.
so........ im gonna try and sleep now.
GOOD FREAKING NIGHT.
whay can't life be easy for me ..... atleast once ?!
Once i stop chasing the damn train.......it starts to chase me.
i just can't handle this anymore.
thers just too much on my mind right now.
& im putting out all these emotions into this little screen.
FCUK. i just can't waste my time anymore on this crap.
but ..... i can't just stop.
....okay, im losing my mind.
so........ im gonna try and sleep now.
GOOD FREAKING NIGHT.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
summer '09
party over here!!
party over there!
PARTY EVERYWHERE!...
it has only been like.... a week of summer, but it's been hella busy for me.
22nd : we had the grad lunch.... it was too fun. read my last blog & you'll find out what happened, if you don't already know.
23rd : boys raded my house. not mentioning any names here..... but there was three of them... one them was VERY TALL, the other one had a nice BELLY, and the last one was VERY CHINK. lool, they raded my room as well as my friend's. it was kind of weird having boys in my room. especially wen it was all messy and.... you don't wanna know.
24th : we went to the mall!.... all 15 of us! ... 3 of which watched tansformers 2... and the rest watched HANGOVER.....i gottah say, hangover was pretty HILARIOUS. The reviews all said it was "offending" and all that crap, but i found it very amusing. we obviously had bubble tea...then i went home....i got home and i had to get ready for my sister's graduation. i thought it would be boring. but it was funny!..... 2 people tripped on stage....including my sister....LOL.....but then there's bad news. at that same day, MICHAEL JACKSON died. rest in peace MJ. i actually still can't believe it. but anyway, i hope he's watching over all of us who look up to him.
25th : i went back to school... cuz it's the last day for everyone elses that's not in grade 8. i got my report card, my ATHLETIC AWARD....& yes i put that on capitals because i am very proud that i get an award on something i almost absolutely despise, and i got to say BYE to everyone. then me and some friends went home at around lunch...we watched the grudge 3...it was so scary!...bu i had a great time. then i went to my other friend's house and played rockband. after that... another friend invited us to go to his place cuz he has a swimming pool. no one could really refuse to that offer, cuz it was blazing hot that day.... so we went swimming. it was hella FUN.
26th : GRAAAD PAAARTTTYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! ... lol.... it was too fun. water fight, good food, twister, truth or dare, dare or dare, truth or truth, the movie.... and dancing.... it was all too fun. i can't exactly explain everything tht happened cuz it was all a blur now. it was too fun.. i think i got drunk from FUN.... and now i have a really bad hangover, tht i can't remember it clearly. i got a hug from... people. lol, yesh...that i DO remember... and i blushed like a little tomato. maaan, ill miss all of this.
ill update if anything else happens. bye bye, for now.
party over there!
PARTY EVERYWHERE!...
it has only been like.... a week of summer, but it's been hella busy for me.
22nd : we had the grad lunch.... it was too fun. read my last blog & you'll find out what happened, if you don't already know.
23rd : boys raded my house. not mentioning any names here..... but there was three of them... one them was VERY TALL, the other one had a nice BELLY, and the last one was VERY CHINK. lool, they raded my room as well as my friend's. it was kind of weird having boys in my room. especially wen it was all messy and.... you don't wanna know.
24th : we went to the mall!.... all 15 of us! ... 3 of which watched tansformers 2... and the rest watched HANGOVER.....i gottah say, hangover was pretty HILARIOUS. The reviews all said it was "offending" and all that crap, but i found it very amusing. we obviously had bubble tea...then i went home....i got home and i had to get ready for my sister's graduation. i thought it would be boring. but it was funny!..... 2 people tripped on stage....including my sister....LOL.....but then there's bad news. at that same day, MICHAEL JACKSON died. rest in peace MJ. i actually still can't believe it. but anyway, i hope he's watching over all of us who look up to him.
25th : i went back to school... cuz it's the last day for everyone elses that's not in grade 8. i got my report card, my ATHLETIC AWARD....& yes i put that on capitals because i am very proud that i get an award on something i almost absolutely despise, and i got to say BYE to everyone. then me and some friends went home at around lunch...we watched the grudge 3...it was so scary!...bu i had a great time. then i went to my other friend's house and played rockband. after that... another friend invited us to go to his place cuz he has a swimming pool. no one could really refuse to that offer, cuz it was blazing hot that day.... so we went swimming. it was hella FUN.
26th : GRAAAD PAAARTTTYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! ... lol.... it was too fun. water fight, good food, twister, truth or dare, dare or dare, truth or truth, the movie.... and dancing.... it was all too fun. i can't exactly explain everything tht happened cuz it was all a blur now. it was too fun.. i think i got drunk from FUN.... and now i have a really bad hangover, tht i can't remember it clearly. i got a hug from... people. lol, yesh...that i DO remember... and i blushed like a little tomato. maaan, ill miss all of this.
ill update if anything else happens. bye bye, for now.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Last daaaaance.
well, we had our grad lunch today.... it was basically a lunch and a dance in a rented room.
the dance floor was pretty small, but there wasn't a time where every grade 8 was in it.... so i guess it was just the right size of dance floor for us....It was pretty dead at first, but then SLOW songs began to play & i had the chance to dance with one of my best guy friends :) you know who you are.
it was our last dance... so i danced with like.... 5 guys. & no it didn't include him.
cuz i kindah promised someone that i would try to get over him.....but it would've been nice if we had that one last dance....
After all the dancing...the DJ recommended everyone to go to the dance floor because it's the last song that he's playing.............all of a sudden the song called "Graduation" by vitamin C was playing. everyone was in a circle on the dance floor. well, ALMOST everyone.
i was alone in a corner. i didn't wanna cry & i know if i join that circle, i woulddah bawled my eyes out.
the song ended and i actually kept my tears from exiting the lower lids of my eyes.
then everyone like came to me and started hugging me and saying, "ill miss you!".... and that's what got me.
the tears that i tired to keep from cascading down my face, flooded my eyes and eventually.... i was FULL-ON CRYING.
I'm usually not the crying type.
i tend to keep my emotions inside....bottle them up so no one can see them.
But then all of that just exploded today.
Every memory,
every failed test,
every smile i gave,
every hug i got,
every fight i fought,
every apology i gave
every time i laughed until my stomach hurt,
& every single time a person tickled my heart,
turned into little droplets of salty fluid that seem to come out from my eyes uncontrollably against my will.
i tried to stop, but the more i fight it, the more tears i cry.
i felt pretty stupid standing on the bus going home, with my eyes bloodshot - red...and tears falling down randomly....
People probably thought i was a mad woman -.-
Walking home was pretty pleasant. i was with 3 awesome ladies. one them left early tho.
I surprisingly stopped crying.
my body probably ran out of tears to dispose.
we ate freezies, and sat near the parking lot of GT and reminisced on our memories together.
How can someone make 50 years worth of memories in only a certain amount of time such as 1 year and a half?......
It's something not even i can explain, but
i do know that they will last a life time. Here in my heart.
ily, forever. <3 i hope noone forgets me. ^_^
the dance floor was pretty small, but there wasn't a time where every grade 8 was in it.... so i guess it was just the right size of dance floor for us....It was pretty dead at first, but then SLOW songs began to play & i had the chance to dance with one of my best guy friends :) you know who you are.
it was our last dance... so i danced with like.... 5 guys. & no it didn't include him.
cuz i kindah promised someone that i would try to get over him.....but it would've been nice if we had that one last dance....
After all the dancing...the DJ recommended everyone to go to the dance floor because it's the last song that he's playing.............all of a sudden the song called "Graduation" by vitamin C was playing. everyone was in a circle on the dance floor. well, ALMOST everyone.
i was alone in a corner. i didn't wanna cry & i know if i join that circle, i woulddah bawled my eyes out.
the song ended and i actually kept my tears from exiting the lower lids of my eyes.
then everyone like came to me and started hugging me and saying, "ill miss you!".... and that's what got me.
the tears that i tired to keep from cascading down my face, flooded my eyes and eventually.... i was FULL-ON CRYING.
I'm usually not the crying type.
i tend to keep my emotions inside....bottle them up so no one can see them.
But then all of that just exploded today.
Every memory,
every failed test,
every smile i gave,
every hug i got,
every fight i fought,
every apology i gave
every time i laughed until my stomach hurt,
& every single time a person tickled my heart,
turned into little droplets of salty fluid that seem to come out from my eyes uncontrollably against my will.
i tried to stop, but the more i fight it, the more tears i cry.
i felt pretty stupid standing on the bus going home, with my eyes bloodshot - red...and tears falling down randomly....
People probably thought i was a mad woman -.-
Walking home was pretty pleasant. i was with 3 awesome ladies. one them left early tho.
I surprisingly stopped crying.
my body probably ran out of tears to dispose.
we ate freezies, and sat near the parking lot of GT and reminisced on our memories together.
How can someone make 50 years worth of memories in only a certain amount of time such as 1 year and a half?......
It's something not even i can explain, but
i do know that they will last a life time. Here in my heart.
ily, forever. <3 i hope noone forgets me. ^_^
Saturday, June 20, 2009
grad 2009
I GRADUATED ! ,
woo hoo !
any who.... lots of things happened & i got exactly what i wanted for grad......
my shoes were killin me
but it's all good.
i got 2 awards.... which were pretty surprising, cuz i suck x)
everyone looked AMAZING.
parents and other family members of the graduates were like PAPARAZZI....
i mean..... camera flashes everywhere you turn.....it'sk indah crazy...
my mouth felt like it was gonna run away from my face that night........
who knew smiling could be so tiring?
if yer in my school....whether you are in my grade or not...
whether i know you or not
whether we hate each other or love each other ...
I'M GONNA MISS YOU.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
na na na boo boo
hi,
well....for the last 3 dasy i've been very very sick...
my mother thought it was SWINE FLU, but it was just ordinary flu.
im so pissed at myself.
Do you guys ever have that feeling when you're mad at yourself for some stupid reason...but at that moment that particular reason is the WORLD to you? that's my deal right now.
im having so much probelms with my life physically, emotionally, mentally, and so on.
PHYSICALLY because....well... im fat. LOL
i even had this dream some night this week that my ass grew bigger than a house -_- wtf...... it's such a pain. why can't i be skinny like them?... wtf do they eat to stay that skinny? .... howcome im like the fatest one here? these are the stupid questions i ask myself all the time. & im really sick of it. whenevr ppl tell me "oh yer not fat!" i respect you & i thank you for saying that, but face it, i AM FAT. it's also one of the reasons i haven't gotten a dress yet for graduation. it's like 12 days from now & i still dont have a damn dress. nothing can hide ALL my imperfections. if there was, it's would be long sleeved & it would be very very very very very long with a mask to go with it cuz my face is an imperfection itself. my height, my weight, my EVERYTHING... just has to go wrong. screw this. i wanna say i dont care, but i care a LOT. i care about this more than my grades .... which might be a problem.
OKAY, cross all of the fat business out.
my emotions are mixed... well.... idc about _____ anymore. wtf, ofcourse i do. but like it seems like i cant anymore. what im trying to say is that.... too much ppl care already & my portion isn't really necessary anymore. i mean, i CAN care but it's not even noticable to _____ . so there's no point.
Oh man, life continues to fail my expectations... even though my expectations arent even that high.
i shall try to enjoy it.
GOODBYE :]
well....for the last 3 dasy i've been very very sick...
my mother thought it was SWINE FLU, but it was just ordinary flu.
im so pissed at myself.
Do you guys ever have that feeling when you're mad at yourself for some stupid reason...but at that moment that particular reason is the WORLD to you? that's my deal right now.
im having so much probelms with my life physically, emotionally, mentally, and so on.
PHYSICALLY because....well... im fat. LOL
i even had this dream some night this week that my ass grew bigger than a house -_- wtf...... it's such a pain. why can't i be skinny like them?... wtf do they eat to stay that skinny? .... howcome im like the fatest one here? these are the stupid questions i ask myself all the time. & im really sick of it. whenevr ppl tell me "oh yer not fat!" i respect you & i thank you for saying that, but face it, i AM FAT. it's also one of the reasons i haven't gotten a dress yet for graduation. it's like 12 days from now & i still dont have a damn dress. nothing can hide ALL my imperfections. if there was, it's would be long sleeved & it would be very very very very very long with a mask to go with it cuz my face is an imperfection itself. my height, my weight, my EVERYTHING... just has to go wrong. screw this. i wanna say i dont care, but i care a LOT. i care about this more than my grades .... which might be a problem.
OKAY, cross all of the fat business out.
my emotions are mixed... well.... idc about _____ anymore. wtf, ofcourse i do. but like it seems like i cant anymore. what im trying to say is that.... too much ppl care already & my portion isn't really necessary anymore. i mean, i CAN care but it's not even noticable to _____ . so there's no point.
Oh man, life continues to fail my expectations... even though my expectations arent even that high.
i shall try to enjoy it.
GOODBYE :]
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
American Idol Finale '09
WTF WTF WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyone excuse my french, but are you shitting me right now?!?!
As you all know..... i have always been cheering on the awesomest ADAM LAMBERT
but he freaking lost to a married college student that has lopsided mouth when he sings -_-
Okay, that was pretty harsh of me... but seriously!!!!! why ? why ? why ?
Kris Allen is okay..... he's good at turning songs into acoustic versions. i LOOOOOVEEEEED his version of heartless....i mean honestly, i hated that song so much, but when i heard his version, i fell in love with it. Kris also has a nice face. he's not DROP DEAD GORGEOUS, but he has this certain charm that makes him quite atrrtactive... i hate the fact that he's married tho )=
all of those things are awesome, but he is absolutely no match for ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean, ADAM can sing. He can hit high notes that can produce sonic radiation, his eyes are freaking mezmerizing, he looks sexy in a suit, his sense of style continues to amaze me every week, he's a great performer, he's tall xD, he has very nice hair, and........you know what ? if i say every single good thing about him, it will fill up the whole world wide web..... he is just all around amazing.
yet he lost?.... am i in the same planet here? am i the only one sensing that something went wrong? I'm not saying that Kris didn't deserve it.... Everyone knows they BOTH deserved the title, but Adam deserved it so muh more. This is killing me... i mean...
Did Kris win 'cuz he's a good christian? Heck, judging someone becuz of his religion is a sin......i don't know about you, but that's pretty ironic to me.
& is the reason why people didn't vote for Adam is becuase he's gay or bisexual? (btw, it's also a sin to judge someone by their sex)
it's a freaking singing competition, not a WHO-IS-STRAIGHT competion or a WHO-IS-MORE-FAITHFUL-TO-GOD competition. Apparantly Americans don't understand that statement. no offence.
me & my dad had a whole argument about this right after the finale. And believe me, there was a whole lot of screaming... anywho, my dad was telling me since last week that Kris would win for sure......he said that if it was really a singing competition adam would win..... but since it's a popularity contest Kris is a sure win. He says the title of the show (AMERICAN IDOL) pretty much has popularity written all over it, so this tells him it's a popularity contest and that Kris would obviously win...cuz no one votes for a gay person, no one votes for a bisexual, people tend to vote for the good guy....blah blah blah... i love my dad, but I BEG TO DIFFER!!!!!!!!!! It's a singing competition!!!!!!! how many times am i suppose to say that to make it clear?!?!?! so what if the title makes it sound like a popularity contest?....if it was then singing wouldn't be the only talent they would take in! It just seems like a popularity contest becasue people who vote don't base it anymore in singing. they base it on other things!!!!!!!!!! christianity, cuteness, gender, clothing, attitude...and so on...& So what if Adam is gay or bi ? what's wrong with that ?.... i love gay people, they are fun to be with! wth, honestly.............. America can suck my .... i will not finish that sentence....becuz of i do, i might be kicked out of blogger.
Anywho, this is making me mad...... this relates to the whole TO KILL A MOCKING BIRD thing.... i'm gonna have test about it on friday, so this is just perfect. the JURY represent the voters...... the JUDGE represent the judges....TOM ROBINSON represents Adam.....& MR. EWELL represents Kris....the jury charged tom guilty of raping mr. ewell's daughter.... even though he clearly didnt do it! do you know why they charged him guilty???....it was because tom was black and mr. ewell was white... DISCRIMINATION is what it is.... People didn't vote for Adam cuz of his gender, people charged Tom guilty cuz he's black........this is pretty disappointing.
People don't know it..... but the world now revovles on discrimination, judgement, unaccpetance and hatred. People dnt realize it cuz it's masked by a very believable bootleg version of reality..... But you know what, there can't be only one reality..... People have to change this.....cuz nothing's gonna go the right way if this continues....
WOOOOOOW, i was way off topic there..... from american idol to to killl a mocking bird, to reality.......
well, in a way, they all connect to each other...
anyway, i have to sleep & pretend that Adam losing was just a dream.
ILY, ADAM LAMBERT ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Everyone excuse my french, but are you shitting me right now?!?!
As you all know..... i have always been cheering on the awesomest ADAM LAMBERT
but he freaking lost to a married college student that has lopsided mouth when he sings -_-
Okay, that was pretty harsh of me... but seriously!!!!! why ? why ? why ?
Kris Allen is okay..... he's good at turning songs into acoustic versions. i LOOOOOVEEEEED his version of heartless....i mean honestly, i hated that song so much, but when i heard his version, i fell in love with it. Kris also has a nice face. he's not DROP DEAD GORGEOUS, but he has this certain charm that makes him quite atrrtactive... i hate the fact that he's married tho )=
all of those things are awesome, but he is absolutely no match for ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean, ADAM can sing. He can hit high notes that can produce sonic radiation, his eyes are freaking mezmerizing, he looks sexy in a suit, his sense of style continues to amaze me every week, he's a great performer, he's tall xD, he has very nice hair, and........you know what ? if i say every single good thing about him, it will fill up the whole world wide web..... he is just all around amazing.
yet he lost?.... am i in the same planet here? am i the only one sensing that something went wrong? I'm not saying that Kris didn't deserve it.... Everyone knows they BOTH deserved the title, but Adam deserved it so muh more. This is killing me... i mean...
Did Kris win 'cuz he's a good christian? Heck, judging someone becuz of his religion is a sin......i don't know about you, but that's pretty ironic to me.
& is the reason why people didn't vote for Adam is becuase he's gay or bisexual? (btw, it's also a sin to judge someone by their sex)
it's a freaking singing competition, not a WHO-IS-STRAIGHT competion or a WHO-IS-MORE-FAITHFUL-TO-GOD competition. Apparantly Americans don't understand that statement. no offence.
me & my dad had a whole argument about this right after the finale. And believe me, there was a whole lot of screaming... anywho, my dad was telling me since last week that Kris would win for sure......he said that if it was really a singing competition adam would win..... but since it's a popularity contest Kris is a sure win. He says the title of the show (AMERICAN IDOL) pretty much has popularity written all over it, so this tells him it's a popularity contest and that Kris would obviously win...cuz no one votes for a gay person, no one votes for a bisexual, people tend to vote for the good guy....blah blah blah... i love my dad, but I BEG TO DIFFER!!!!!!!!!! It's a singing competition!!!!!!! how many times am i suppose to say that to make it clear?!?!?! so what if the title makes it sound like a popularity contest?....if it was then singing wouldn't be the only talent they would take in! It just seems like a popularity contest becasue people who vote don't base it anymore in singing. they base it on other things!!!!!!!!!! christianity, cuteness, gender, clothing, attitude...and so on...& So what if Adam is gay or bi ? what's wrong with that ?.... i love gay people, they are fun to be with! wth, honestly.............. America can suck my .... i will not finish that sentence....becuz of i do, i might be kicked out of blogger.
Anywho, this is making me mad...... this relates to the whole TO KILL A MOCKING BIRD thing.... i'm gonna have test about it on friday, so this is just perfect. the JURY represent the voters...... the JUDGE represent the judges....TOM ROBINSON represents Adam.....& MR. EWELL represents Kris....the jury charged tom guilty of raping mr. ewell's daughter.... even though he clearly didnt do it! do you know why they charged him guilty???....it was because tom was black and mr. ewell was white... DISCRIMINATION is what it is.... People didn't vote for Adam cuz of his gender, people charged Tom guilty cuz he's black........this is pretty disappointing.
People don't know it..... but the world now revovles on discrimination, judgement, unaccpetance and hatred. People dnt realize it cuz it's masked by a very believable bootleg version of reality..... But you know what, there can't be only one reality..... People have to change this.....cuz nothing's gonna go the right way if this continues....
WOOOOOOW, i was way off topic there..... from american idol to to killl a mocking bird, to reality.......
well, in a way, they all connect to each other...
anyway, i have to sleep & pretend that Adam losing was just a dream.
ILY, ADAM LAMBERT ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Monday, May 4, 2009
dress.
hey you guys!
i got my dress for confirmation !.....
im not very happy about it tho... cuz Steffi isn't wearing a dress & im gonna look like a big idiot.
& i have to wear HIGHT HEELS.
someone teach me how to walk in them....cuz i WILL fall on my face.
i got it at le chateau....i wanted to buy one at XXI, but there was no good size for me...
OR it's too long, OR it's too short.
anywho,
i finally found a website i can my poems in!!!!!!!
the website is actually meant for stories, but it accepts poems too.
no one i know has an account for that website, (except for my bestfriend)
so that's good.
i dont really wanna tell you guys what the website is, cuz ..........
i kindah want privacy.
but if you're presistant to read my poems.....
just ask me.....it depends on who you are tho =)
but, believe me......
they are not that good...
i might write a story too
but it'll prolly suck.
so excitedf or OTTAWA..
but i can feel the drama boiling
about the rooms.....
i dnt really care tho.
i dont mind who i'm in a room with...
as long as they don;t wake me up in the middle of the night OR
do pranks on me....
cuz i will be so pissed.
i HATE it when ppl wake me up in the during my deep sleep.
anywho, i wanna sleep now...
bye.
i got my dress for confirmation !.....
im not very happy about it tho... cuz Steffi isn't wearing a dress & im gonna look like a big idiot.
& i have to wear HIGHT HEELS.
someone teach me how to walk in them....cuz i WILL fall on my face.
i got it at le chateau....i wanted to buy one at XXI, but there was no good size for me...
OR it's too long, OR it's too short.
anywho,
i finally found a website i can my poems in!!!!!!!
the website is actually meant for stories, but it accepts poems too.
no one i know has an account for that website, (except for my bestfriend)
so that's good.
i dont really wanna tell you guys what the website is, cuz ..........
i kindah want privacy.
but if you're presistant to read my poems.....
just ask me.....it depends on who you are tho =)
but, believe me......
they are not that good...
i might write a story too
but it'll prolly suck.
so excitedf or OTTAWA..
but i can feel the drama boiling
about the rooms.....
i dnt really care tho.
i dont mind who i'm in a room with...
as long as they don;t wake me up in the middle of the night OR
do pranks on me....
cuz i will be so pissed.
i HATE it when ppl wake me up in the during my deep sleep.
anywho, i wanna sleep now...
bye.
Friday, May 1, 2009
all up in my face.
AGH,
so, a couple of days ago, my privacy was invaded.
~I tell people what i want them to know.... like how i write stuff in this blog.
i tell my friends what i want them to know.
but there are things i'd rather keep to myself.
I might sound really weird, but everyone has something about them or about their lives that are better kept to themselves.
When i know something is wrong with someone or something is bugging them...i ask them...cuz i wanna know. But if they say, " i can't tell you" OR " i'd rather not talk about it " i leave them alone cuz i know how they feel.
I might seem like a person who is very open & isnt afraid to tell everyone about her personal & private life. But believe it or not, i have things that NO ONE IN THE WORLD KNOWS, except for myself. that might seem very emotastic, sentimental, & weird.... but it's true. Don't even lie to yourself and say you don't have a secret kept only between you and yourself.....cuz everyone must have one.
anyway, i hate it when people are ALL UP IN MY FACE, asking me about my personal life and not stopping about it. And when they finally find out or assume what it is, they tell everyone without even confirming with me if it's true or not and without asking permission if they can tell everyone they speak to.
as of now, life is a shitwad in a dumpster.
so, a couple of days ago, my privacy was invaded.
~I tell people what i want them to know.... like how i write stuff in this blog.
i tell my friends what i want them to know.
but there are things i'd rather keep to myself.
I might sound really weird, but everyone has something about them or about their lives that are better kept to themselves.
When i know something is wrong with someone or something is bugging them...i ask them...cuz i wanna know. But if they say, " i can't tell you" OR " i'd rather not talk about it " i leave them alone cuz i know how they feel.
I might seem like a person who is very open & isnt afraid to tell everyone about her personal & private life. But believe it or not, i have things that NO ONE IN THE WORLD KNOWS, except for myself. that might seem very emotastic, sentimental, & weird.... but it's true. Don't even lie to yourself and say you don't have a secret kept only between you and yourself.....cuz everyone must have one.
anyway, i hate it when people are ALL UP IN MY FACE, asking me about my personal life and not stopping about it. And when they finally find out or assume what it is, they tell everyone without even confirming with me if it's true or not and without asking permission if they can tell everyone they speak to.
as of now, life is a shitwad in a dumpster.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
time.
It's been how many months since i moved to the school im currently in .....
&& everyting's driving me NUTS.
The ppl are really nice and all... but i still can't believe how fast things are changing...
i was once in a group....(a HUGE one).... and we were all happy to be together...
but now, we're slowly drifting apart in to 3 seperate groups...
i absolutely LOVE everyone of them..... but,
it sucks that we dont hang around each other anymore cuz we're not that close.
sometimes....i try to go to all the groups, but theres simply no time
and they probably dont trust me anymore...
maybe they never even trusted me at all....
aw, man.... this sucks.
so today... i was at the I3 !!!!
it was really fun ! ... but there were only a few cute guys.
there was this guy who chopped me :O (he was not cute) ... 'fcourse i didnt give my info to him...
and there was this really cute guy with nice hair.... & he talked to me x)
i can't believe i didnt stutter... but he looked like he was a lot older than me... so,
i prolly had no chance what so ever.
confirmation is on May10
Ottawa is on May 27
Grad is on June 18 ....
i can't believe were graduating ! ......
at times i think i really wanna graduate.
but at times i dont want to ....
i mean..... i just met these ppl less than 2 years ago....
i wanted to know more about them....but they're going to different schools...
and wen i DO wanna graduate... it's becuz i feel like i don;t really belong in any group in my current school....
some ppl trust me .... but i dont trust them...
and the ppl i trust.... don't trust me....
it's pretty complicated.
i thought id start over in a school with new ppl...
and the best way to do that is go to HIGHSCHOOL....
but i doubt i would make real friends there....cuz im not really that interesting.
If you look at my facebook, you'll see i have more than 100 friends.... it actually close to 200...
but i thought about it.... and only about 2-10 of them are my REAL FRIENDS.
'fcourse thay are all my friends but .... only 2-10 of them trust me and are reliable to me...
maaan.......life sucks.
anywho.... i should go now...
it friday tmrw...
TGIF.
&& everyting's driving me NUTS.
The ppl are really nice and all... but i still can't believe how fast things are changing...
i was once in a group....(a HUGE one).... and we were all happy to be together...
but now, we're slowly drifting apart in to 3 seperate groups...
i absolutely LOVE everyone of them..... but,
it sucks that we dont hang around each other anymore cuz we're not that close.
sometimes....i try to go to all the groups, but theres simply no time
and they probably dont trust me anymore...
maybe they never even trusted me at all....
aw, man.... this sucks.
so today... i was at the I3 !!!!
it was really fun ! ... but there were only a few cute guys.
there was this guy who chopped me :O (he was not cute) ... 'fcourse i didnt give my info to him...
and there was this really cute guy with nice hair.... & he talked to me x)
i can't believe i didnt stutter... but he looked like he was a lot older than me... so,
i prolly had no chance what so ever.
confirmation is on May10
Ottawa is on May 27
Grad is on June 18 ....
i can't believe were graduating ! ......
at times i think i really wanna graduate.
but at times i dont want to ....
i mean..... i just met these ppl less than 2 years ago....
i wanted to know more about them....but they're going to different schools...
and wen i DO wanna graduate... it's becuz i feel like i don;t really belong in any group in my current school....
some ppl trust me .... but i dont trust them...
and the ppl i trust.... don't trust me....
it's pretty complicated.
i thought id start over in a school with new ppl...
and the best way to do that is go to HIGHSCHOOL....
but i doubt i would make real friends there....cuz im not really that interesting.
If you look at my facebook, you'll see i have more than 100 friends.... it actually close to 200...
but i thought about it.... and only about 2-10 of them are my REAL FRIENDS.
'fcourse thay are all my friends but .... only 2-10 of them trust me and are reliable to me...
maaan.......life sucks.
anywho.... i should go now...
it friday tmrw...
TGIF.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
HANGOVEEEEEEEER, <3
kay, i'm not being stupid ...andi 'm not over reacting..
but i just had the BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE this week....
well.....from Thursday April 9th - Today April 11
the things that happened to me aren't usually the thing i want ....
but it was soooooooooooo fulfilling... im not even lying.
it all started at THURSDAY!!!!
~thursday...i think a lot happend between _____ & ______....and that made me very happy...and i TRIED to skip music class with my friends ^_^ i kno tht sounds bad, but you haftah understand....it's my last year in elementary school and i haven't done anything fun tht would get me in trouble....its about time i have a little fun. btw, we didn't really skip. when everyone went inside the portable, me & my friends were running outside it....we were going in circles running like lunatics....then the teacher caught us -.- then we asked to go to the washroom. she allowed us...so obviously, we went to the washroom... even tho it wasn't a big deal....we aLL felt like rebels. tht was enough for us... when we got out of the wash room, this gilr asked us to put a poster on the second floor of the school...... being the nice teenagers that we are, we did it for her. we went upstairs, put the poster up, went down, and we went back to the music portable. wen we got back to the music portable... everyone was silent...and the teacher made us stand in the corner. >_<>
Friday & saturday r kind of together,
i went to my old friend's party in northyork & i slept over.
we watched FAST & FURIOUS.... it was okay...
alot of lesbo scenes tho O_O there were guy at the party, but they didnt sleep over...it wuddah been crazy if they did. we ate dinner, and it was the most fun dinner i have ever had... evryone was laughing & doing crazy shit!....it was so fun. after tht, we were all laughing at our friend who tried to violate this poor unicorn stuffed toy. then there was truth or dare..... you guys all know what happens ........ but i can assure you, our game of truth or dare had no nudity what so ever ... i can't really mention anything that happened...all i can tell you is that it wasa really FUN. some of the boys left earlier than the others.... the boys that lest last.....left at like 11:30 pm?....ish.... i think.... and then all the girls, 8 of us to be specific, stayed and partied all night..we ate banana cake &prank called ppl... & played our own TRUTH OR TRUTH game... cuz there was no point of playing DARE if the guys already left...it wud be no fun.... we ended up staying up until 4 am of saturday morning. it was so crazy.... then surprisingly, we woke up at 10 in the morning.... we ate breakfast & went to the park. this kid w/ snot coming out of his nose kept follwing us... so we ran... ^_^ it was soooo jokes. oh and... i used to hae this girl....but then i said sorry for all the thing i did, and she said sorry too :) shewas at the party... and were good friends now... i really regret hating her....she's actually really nice.
anyway, tmrw is easter... im hoping me and my fam will have an allnighter ^_^ but i still have a hangover from yesterday ( i did not drink any alcohol, having a hangover is just my way of saying that i'm freaking tired )....so i'll just have to suck it all up and have the BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE,
for now ;)
but i just had the BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE this week....
well.....from Thursday April 9th - Today April 11
the things that happened to me aren't usually the thing i want ....
but it was soooooooooooo fulfilling... im not even lying.
it all started at THURSDAY!!!!
~thursday...i think a lot happend between _____ & ______....and that made me very happy...and i TRIED to skip music class with my friends ^_^ i kno tht sounds bad, but you haftah understand....it's my last year in elementary school and i haven't done anything fun tht would get me in trouble....its about time i have a little fun. btw, we didn't really skip. when everyone went inside the portable, me & my friends were running outside it....we were going in circles running like lunatics....then the teacher caught us -.- then we asked to go to the washroom. she allowed us...so obviously, we went to the washroom... even tho it wasn't a big deal....we aLL felt like rebels. tht was enough for us... when we got out of the wash room, this gilr asked us to put a poster on the second floor of the school...... being the nice teenagers that we are, we did it for her. we went upstairs, put the poster up, went down, and we went back to the music portable. wen we got back to the music portable... everyone was silent...and the teacher made us stand in the corner. >_<>
Friday & saturday r kind of together,
i went to my old friend's party in northyork & i slept over.
we watched FAST & FURIOUS.... it was okay...
alot of lesbo scenes tho O_O there were guy at the party, but they didnt sleep over...it wuddah been crazy if they did. we ate dinner, and it was the most fun dinner i have ever had... evryone was laughing & doing crazy shit!....it was so fun. after tht, we were all laughing at our friend who tried to violate this poor unicorn stuffed toy. then there was truth or dare..... you guys all know what happens ........ but i can assure you, our game of truth or dare had no nudity what so ever ... i can't really mention anything that happened...all i can tell you is that it wasa really FUN. some of the boys left earlier than the others.... the boys that lest last.....left at like 11:30 pm?....ish.... i think.... and then all the girls, 8 of us to be specific, stayed and partied all night..we ate banana cake &prank called ppl... & played our own TRUTH OR TRUTH game... cuz there was no point of playing DARE if the guys already left...it wud be no fun.... we ended up staying up until 4 am of saturday morning. it was so crazy.... then surprisingly, we woke up at 10 in the morning.... we ate breakfast & went to the park. this kid w/ snot coming out of his nose kept follwing us... so we ran... ^_^ it was soooo jokes. oh and... i used to hae this girl....but then i said sorry for all the thing i did, and she said sorry too :) shewas at the party... and were good friends now... i really regret hating her....she's actually really nice.
anyway, tmrw is easter... im hoping me and my fam will have an allnighter ^_^ but i still have a hangover from yesterday ( i did not drink any alcohol, having a hangover is just my way of saying that i'm freaking tired )....so i'll just have to suck it all up and have the BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE,
for now ;)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
stress acne.
okay...well...
i've been so stressed right now that i'm BREAKING OUT!
& i dnt mean the whole [coming out of my shell] crap...
i mean PIMPLES, ZITS, & ACNE!
:'( this sucks.... i hate zits.
anyway.... lots of things have been making me stressed out these days....
1. SCHOOL: tmrw we have a geography test & invention convention commercials & time trials for gym (tht means i have to run) & a drama instructor presenter person, & on thursday, i have a history test.
2. FAMILY: well....i can't really expose my family in the internet for everyone to see.... but it's distracting me from other things.. it's really making me stressed.
3. L.L. : okay so turns out .... (BLANK) likes (BLANK)...no one is sure about it.. but it really seems like it.. (BLANK) is not mad about it or anything... OKAY, maybe (BLANK) is a bit upset about it... but (BLANK) can't do anything to stop it ... maybe this is just a sign that (BLANK) has to stop.
4. DRAMA : (BLANK) likes (BLANK).... but they're still friends. & (BLANK) likes (BLANK) too!.... it's crazzzy!
(BLANK) can't handle this anymore....
oh & i dnt know bout wally anymore.
im gonna watch my anime now..
BYE.
i've been so stressed right now that i'm BREAKING OUT!
& i dnt mean the whole [coming out of my shell] crap...
i mean PIMPLES, ZITS, & ACNE!
:'( this sucks.... i hate zits.
anyway.... lots of things have been making me stressed out these days....
1. SCHOOL: tmrw we have a geography test & invention convention commercials & time trials for gym (tht means i have to run) & a drama instructor presenter person, & on thursday, i have a history test.
2. FAMILY: well....i can't really expose my family in the internet for everyone to see.... but it's distracting me from other things.. it's really making me stressed.
3. L.L. : okay so turns out .... (BLANK) likes (BLANK)...no one is sure about it.. but it really seems like it.. (BLANK) is not mad about it or anything... OKAY, maybe (BLANK) is a bit upset about it... but (BLANK) can't do anything to stop it ... maybe this is just a sign that (BLANK) has to stop.
4. DRAMA : (BLANK) likes (BLANK).... but they're still friends. & (BLANK) likes (BLANK) too!.... it's crazzzy!
(BLANK) can't handle this anymore....
oh & i dnt know bout wally anymore.
im gonna watch my anime now..
BYE.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
HAACKER!
hello...
it's the second day of school after march break... & IT WAS SO TIRING! we had gym and ofcourse, we had to train for crosscountry. we ran for 10 mins!!!!!!! i swear i thought i was going to die... i actually ran about 4-5 laps... which is quite amazing cuz im not really someone who likes to run. It's better thn basketball, cuz people are actually at the same level as i am ^_^
anyway, i had time when my msn just shut down and says, "someone has logged in on another computer using your account" I HATE THAT. whoever is hackgin me, GO AWAY.
no worries, though. ichnaged my password so NO ONE can hack....unless it was someone that i truly trust.
this is going to be a very short enrty... just cuzim really tired from running this afternoon & i didnt get a chance to nap cuz my friend was over at my house to work on our project............
i was walking home today with my friend who is doing a project with me and other guys that we know... they were tlking about coming to my house (which i do not approve of) and my dad's car passes by! ... lmfao... they walked away (thank god) ..... when me and my friend entered my house... my dad was like "Here buy some pizza to feed your friends...wait... where were those boys that were walking with you??"
LOL, my dad actually thought they were my friends!!!...kidding, they are.... my dad actually thought they were coming over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! above that, he was fine about me having guys over.....thts weird... really weird.
anyway, i wanna watch one anime episode before i wash the dishes and sleep.....so
BYE!
it's the second day of school after march break... & IT WAS SO TIRING! we had gym and ofcourse, we had to train for crosscountry. we ran for 10 mins!!!!!!! i swear i thought i was going to die... i actually ran about 4-5 laps... which is quite amazing cuz im not really someone who likes to run. It's better thn basketball, cuz people are actually at the same level as i am ^_^
anyway, i had time when my msn just shut down and says, "someone has logged in on another computer using your account" I HATE THAT. whoever is hackgin me, GO AWAY.
no worries, though. ichnaged my password so NO ONE can hack....unless it was someone that i truly trust.
this is going to be a very short enrty... just cuzim really tired from running this afternoon & i didnt get a chance to nap cuz my friend was over at my house to work on our project............
i was walking home today with my friend who is doing a project with me and other guys that we know... they were tlking about coming to my house (which i do not approve of) and my dad's car passes by! ... lmfao... they walked away (thank god) ..... when me and my friend entered my house... my dad was like "Here buy some pizza to feed your friends...wait... where were those boys that were walking with you??"
LOL, my dad actually thought they were my friends!!!...kidding, they are.... my dad actually thought they were coming over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! above that, he was fine about me having guys over.....thts weird... really weird.
anyway, i wanna watch one anime episode before i wash the dishes and sleep.....so
BYE!
Friday, March 6, 2009
(insert title here)
Oh my momma.
okay, so...my friend read my last blog & said that i had "HIGH EXPECTATIONS"
(FLIP YOU, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)
okay, as i said in that damn blog.... i kno no one is perfect.. those are just my "FANTASY STANDARDS"
obviously no one i know will be that perfect.. even tho DONGHAE is like that.....i don't think im ever gnna meet him. & if i do, he's gnna be like ....OLD. and that's kindah perverted.
i like ____________ but is he perfect? noooo
he doesnt even have half of the expectations i had on my TURN ONs on my last blog. i mean holy shiit.
People take things so seriously these days. one of my guy friends from my old school read my blog and spazzed at me.... (same one i mentioned at the beginning of this blog)
He said... " oh so.. just becuz a guy can't cook you dnt like him? just becuz his sleeves aren't rolled up you dnt like him? just cuz he doesn't havve nice hair you dont like him? wtf is wrong with you? you said you dnt like ppl that are shallow, but look who's being shallow now?"...(those aren't the exact words... but i summarized it)
we got into this whole fight. but were okay now...
just to confirm, here's the speech i will give to any of you who critisize my last blog:
Okay, i admit...i am a bit shallow when it comes to my "TYPE" ... but that doesn't really affect anything. it doesn't apply to every guy i like.... if it does then i will die alone and lonely....it may apply in celebrities ...but not in real life.... . i liked ________ & he had baaaad hair... im not joking.. it' was like a coconut head type of thing... but sadly....i was attracted to him. i liked ________ but he made fun of my height.. i liked _________ & no offence, but he smelled kind of bad. so just CALM YOUR HORMONES ppl! i'm sure everybody has a "TYPE", but doesn't really apply to who they like at the moment.
ANYWAYS...
this week,things have been pretty ghay... this child a year younger thn me asked me out. WTF? ... i swear there's somehting wrong with guys these days.... ofcourse i said no. i dnt date men who are younger thn me....in years. then a "friend" of mine made a comment about it and sed that i'm like the BACHELORETTE. (cuz a lot of guys like me) blah. i dnt kno if i shud take tht as a compliment or a complete insult.
OH & OH ! , this is for you. (you might not be the one im adressing .....so dnt take this so seriously)
that hurt. i dont think you noticed but i wanted to cry so badly when that happened. my sister was watching "BOYS OVER FLOWERS" and she spazzed at this guy who made this girl wait for him.... but she ended up getting stood up by the guy.... my sister told me how she hated guys who make girls wait for nothing....i can totally relate to that. i seriously think that you're just one of those guys who just make girls wait for nothing... you dnt even warn them that there's no light at the end of the tunnel....you just show them the way... ufortunately....im one of those girls.....im still looking for the damn light. if this gets on my nerves ....i swear im gonna dynamite my way out of this tunnel......cuz it's not worth it anymore. i cant afford to have another crack in my heart.
okay, so...my friend read my last blog & said that i had "HIGH EXPECTATIONS"
(FLIP YOU, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)
okay, as i said in that damn blog.... i kno no one is perfect.. those are just my "FANTASY STANDARDS"
obviously no one i know will be that perfect.. even tho DONGHAE is like that.....i don't think im ever gnna meet him. & if i do, he's gnna be like ....OLD. and that's kindah perverted.
i like ____________ but is he perfect? noooo
he doesnt even have half of the expectations i had on my TURN ONs on my last blog. i mean holy shiit.
People take things so seriously these days. one of my guy friends from my old school read my blog and spazzed at me.... (same one i mentioned at the beginning of this blog)
He said... " oh so.. just becuz a guy can't cook you dnt like him? just becuz his sleeves aren't rolled up you dnt like him? just cuz he doesn't havve nice hair you dont like him? wtf is wrong with you? you said you dnt like ppl that are shallow, but look who's being shallow now?"...(those aren't the exact words... but i summarized it)
we got into this whole fight. but were okay now...
just to confirm, here's the speech i will give to any of you who critisize my last blog:
Okay, i admit...i am a bit shallow when it comes to my "TYPE" ... but that doesn't really affect anything. it doesn't apply to every guy i like.... if it does then i will die alone and lonely....it may apply in celebrities ...but not in real life.... . i liked ________ & he had baaaad hair... im not joking.. it' was like a coconut head type of thing... but sadly....i was attracted to him. i liked ________ but he made fun of my height.. i liked _________ & no offence, but he smelled kind of bad. so just CALM YOUR HORMONES ppl! i'm sure everybody has a "TYPE", but doesn't really apply to who they like at the moment.
ANYWAYS...
this week,things have been pretty ghay... this child a year younger thn me asked me out. WTF? ... i swear there's somehting wrong with guys these days.... ofcourse i said no. i dnt date men who are younger thn me....in years. then a "friend" of mine made a comment about it and sed that i'm like the BACHELORETTE. (cuz a lot of guys like me) blah. i dnt kno if i shud take tht as a compliment or a complete insult.
OH & OH ! , this is for you. (you might not be the one im adressing .....so dnt take this so seriously)
that hurt. i dont think you noticed but i wanted to cry so badly when that happened. my sister was watching "BOYS OVER FLOWERS" and she spazzed at this guy who made this girl wait for him.... but she ended up getting stood up by the guy.... my sister told me how she hated guys who make girls wait for nothing....i can totally relate to that. i seriously think that you're just one of those guys who just make girls wait for nothing... you dnt even warn them that there's no light at the end of the tunnel....you just show them the way... ufortunately....im one of those girls.....im still looking for the damn light. if this gets on my nerves ....i swear im gonna dynamite my way out of this tunnel......cuz it's not worth it anymore. i cant afford to have another crack in my heart.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
my type ^_^
okay, so my friend asked me a while ago what my type is...
type of what you ask?.......TYPE OF GUY.
so i thought about it a lot.... & this kind of sums it up.
TURN ONs:
*asian <----------- tht is very important
*taller thn me (obviously...cuz if yer shorter than me, then DAMN YOU'RE SHORT)
*nice hair
*when they're sleeves are rolled up ^_^
*they can sing <--------- i'm a sucker for this
*they can dance <-------- it's sexy xD
*they can play an instrument...like piano or guitar (=
*when they wear suits... <--- oh hot daamn :P
*they're nice to me
*they're sweet
*cute personality... for eg. when yer sad... he gives you a hug...when yer tired, he offers to carry yer books for u..... things like that.
*good with kids.
*when they wear a dress shirt w/ a tie <------- this is my #1 weakness
*can write poetry
*has a nice smile
*is determined to do someting.... for eg. sports, academics, etc.
*has a nice sense of style...
*has manners, for eg....opens the door for me, says thnk you, etc.
*doesnt critisize my height.
*encourages me to do my best
*refuses that i'm something negative ...for eg. when i say im fat, he says im not
*has feelings....& can understand mine.
*he can cook ^_^
*has a good sense of humour...<----to make me laugh ofcourse.
*talks to me...a lot
*isn't afraid to show his feelings.
*LOVABLE ^_^
*etc.
TURN OFFs:
*smells <-------sorry, i hate B.O.
*low rides....i hate this.. no matter what.
*concieted....i hate this.
*girlier thn me <-------tht just means he's gay to the fullest.
*teases me about my IMPERFECTIONS (this is me, deal with it.)
*doesn't have any manners
*swears too much...
*violent (if yer violent towards other ppl....yer violent to me...so go away)
*perverted.... like when they say, "nice ass" or checks you out... ( it's ok if it's for jokes....but if yer trying to imprees me, yer not going anywhere)
*scared of hugging ppl.... WHAT'S THERE TO BE SCARED ABOUT?!
*annoying....i can work with friendly annoying, but if it gets out of hand...GET OUT OF MY SIGHT.
*a goodie-two-shoes... (i like guys who dnt get introuble tht much, but i hate guys who just suck up to teachers...)
*players....<------i dnt like guys who had a million girlfriends coughCHARLIEcough
*ppl who just like me for my looks <---okay, i dnt even have looks so...tht means yer stupid.
*think's he's gangster....GET A LIFE, SERIOUSLY
*acts retarded just to make ppl laugh.....<----i really really hate this. & i dnt laugh.
*likes more thn one girl... eww.
*puts on gel (i dnt mind if its purpose is to hold a sexy asian haircut...but i hate cowlicks....it's ghay)
*if yer not catholic...thts a bad turn off, but you can always convert ;)
*they're smarter thn me... i dnt mind smart guys.. but if you get higher grades thn i do.. & i mean all my grades ...then yous a nerd. (=
*ETC.
i've realized that no one can be perfect....
these are just what i look for in a guy....
WELL, now that i htink about it...no guy ca meet all my expectations, except for one boy.
DOOOOOOOONGHAE <3
lmfao....i actually dn kno for sure... cuz i havent met him....
it's all good tho...
cuz i've recently learned that it's better to look at the fire from afar
than to be close and can easily get burnt.
i hafta do my work.
GOODBYE.
type of what you ask?.......TYPE OF GUY.
so i thought about it a lot.... & this kind of sums it up.
TURN ONs:
*asian <----------- tht is very important
*taller thn me (obviously...cuz if yer shorter than me, then DAMN YOU'RE SHORT)
*nice hair
*when they're sleeves are rolled up ^_^
*they can sing <--------- i'm a sucker for this
*they can dance <-------- it's sexy xD
*they can play an instrument...like piano or guitar (=
*when they wear suits... <--- oh hot daamn :P
*they're nice to me
*they're sweet
*cute personality... for eg. when yer sad... he gives you a hug...when yer tired, he offers to carry yer books for u..... things like that.
*good with kids.
*when they wear a dress shirt w/ a tie <------- this is my #1 weakness
*can write poetry
*has a nice smile
*is determined to do someting.... for eg. sports, academics, etc.
*has a nice sense of style...
*has manners, for eg....opens the door for me, says thnk you, etc.
*doesnt critisize my height.
*encourages me to do my best
*refuses that i'm something negative ...for eg. when i say im fat, he says im not
*has feelings....& can understand mine.
*he can cook ^_^
*has a good sense of humour...<----to make me laugh ofcourse.
*talks to me...a lot
*isn't afraid to show his feelings.
*LOVABLE ^_^
*etc.
TURN OFFs:
*smells <-------sorry, i hate B.O.
*low rides....i hate this.. no matter what.
*concieted....i hate this.
*girlier thn me <-------tht just means he's gay to the fullest.
*teases me about my IMPERFECTIONS (this is me, deal with it.)
*doesn't have any manners
*swears too much...
*violent (if yer violent towards other ppl....yer violent to me...so go away)
*perverted.... like when they say, "nice ass" or checks you out... ( it's ok if it's for jokes....but if yer trying to imprees me, yer not going anywhere)
*scared of hugging ppl.... WHAT'S THERE TO BE SCARED ABOUT?!
*annoying....i can work with friendly annoying, but if it gets out of hand...GET OUT OF MY SIGHT.
*a goodie-two-shoes... (i like guys who dnt get introuble tht much, but i hate guys who just suck up to teachers...)
*players....<------i dnt like guys who had a million girlfriends coughCHARLIEcough
*ppl who just like me for my looks <---okay, i dnt even have looks so...tht means yer stupid.
*think's he's gangster....GET A LIFE, SERIOUSLY
*acts retarded just to make ppl laugh.....<----i really really hate this. & i dnt laugh.
*likes more thn one girl... eww.
*puts on gel (i dnt mind if its purpose is to hold a sexy asian haircut...but i hate cowlicks....it's ghay)
*if yer not catholic...thts a bad turn off, but you can always convert ;)
*they're smarter thn me... i dnt mind smart guys.. but if you get higher grades thn i do.. & i mean all my grades ...then yous a nerd. (=
*ETC.
i've realized that no one can be perfect....
these are just what i look for in a guy....
WELL, now that i htink about it...no guy ca meet all my expectations, except for one boy.
DOOOOOOOONGHAE <3
lmfao....i actually dn kno for sure... cuz i havent met him....
it's all good tho...
cuz i've recently learned that it's better to look at the fire from afar
than to be close and can easily get burnt.
i hafta do my work.
GOODBYE.
Friday, February 27, 2009
sacrifice.
hello !... So, lent started a couple os days ago & i decided on what i would give up.
first ithought giving up donghae would be easy...but my sister was always tempting me. so that didn't work...
the compuer is my life.. so no....
i just slept this afternoon...so tht goes down the drain too...
wally.....i dnt even care about him no more... so thee isnt any reason to sacrifice him in lent....
so i decided to give up swearing & my phone.
ANYWAY.....
i learned something new today.
viewing old conversations in msn can be very beneficial. (WOW, big word.)
it can make you realize things that you never did when the convo was going on. it's really coooooooool 8D
you people should try it sometime.
i have to go... bye !
first ithought giving up donghae would be easy...but my sister was always tempting me. so that didn't work...
the compuer is my life.. so no....
i just slept this afternoon...so tht goes down the drain too...
wally.....i dnt even care about him no more... so thee isnt any reason to sacrifice him in lent....
so i decided to give up swearing & my phone.
ANYWAY.....
i learned something new today.
viewing old conversations in msn can be very beneficial. (WOW, big word.)
it can make you realize things that you never did when the convo was going on. it's really coooooooool 8D
you people should try it sometime.
i have to go... bye !
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
실연
WOW, i've noticed that i've been writing in my blog a lot.
...maybe i'm always bored and have nothing to do...
it's like 11 someting at night riight now.
i dnt wanna sleep.
soo much going on at school..
people liking people...
and people NOT liking people.
People asking out people.
& people accepting and rejecting.
as for wally, forget him.
even tho i like him and all...
i have to pay attention to school more ...
i can't just let him invade my whole life like my other crush did.
Oh, LENT IS COMING UP!
okay... maybe u guys know this already, but i'm catholic.
& i wnna give up some things for lent.
i have 4 things in mind.
#1: SLEEPING IN THE AFTERNOON
~okay,.... i always sleep in the afternoon... & it causes me to sleep really late at night. so, i have to stop doing that....i need to do y homework instead of sleeping.
#2: EATING JUNK FOOD
~i'm really into eating junk these days. i need to stop or else i'll be a cow. so...i guess ill try not to eat any at lent...(are cookies junk?)
#3: SWEARING
~okaaaaay, i don't swear as much as other people....but i do swear. it get pretty abd when i'm spazzing at someone...or if i get mad or something like that. i need to stop...
#4: WALLY
~This o ne is like the hardest of all....i cannot give up a crush that easily. my other friends get over their crushes in a blink of an eye.... but mine kind of stays there for a while. I'm not only giving this up for lent. Well, i'm testing it out on lent....if i turn out to be emo & all depressed... then i will just have to deal with liking him. BUT, if it turn out well....i'll try to give him up for the rest of my elementary life until i like another guy....which is prolly going to be in highschool. I know it's going to be hard, but it's worth trying for. i mean, what have i got to lose?
i shud also give up sleeping late, but thats impossible.
...maybe i'm always bored and have nothing to do...
it's like 11 someting at night riight now.
i dnt wanna sleep.
soo much going on at school..
people liking people...
and people NOT liking people.
People asking out people.
& people accepting and rejecting.
as for wally, forget him.
even tho i like him and all...
i have to pay attention to school more ...
i can't just let him invade my whole life like my other crush did.
Oh, LENT IS COMING UP!
okay... maybe u guys know this already, but i'm catholic.
& i wnna give up some things for lent.
i have 4 things in mind.
#1: SLEEPING IN THE AFTERNOON
~okay,.... i always sleep in the afternoon... & it causes me to sleep really late at night. so, i have to stop doing that....i need to do y homework instead of sleeping.
#2: EATING JUNK FOOD
~i'm really into eating junk these days. i need to stop or else i'll be a cow. so...i guess ill try not to eat any at lent...(are cookies junk?)
#3: SWEARING
~okaaaaay, i don't swear as much as other people....but i do swear. it get pretty abd when i'm spazzing at someone...or if i get mad or something like that. i need to stop...
#4: WALLY
~This o ne is like the hardest of all....i cannot give up a crush that easily. my other friends get over their crushes in a blink of an eye.... but mine kind of stays there for a while. I'm not only giving this up for lent. Well, i'm testing it out on lent....if i turn out to be emo & all depressed... then i will just have to deal with liking him. BUT, if it turn out well....i'll try to give him up for the rest of my elementary life until i like another guy....which is prolly going to be in highschool. I know it's going to be hard, but it's worth trying for. i mean, what have i got to lose?
i shud also give up sleeping late, but thats impossible.
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