so yesterday was the last day of school & i spent it studying economics with some friends....
one of those friends happen to be rlly cute haha. let's call him joe.
So joe is extremely good looking, it's almost unreal.
so anyway....he wanted to get food and he asked me to come with him?
i agreed bc i felt bad. i didn't want him to be alone or anything.
So I went. He got harveys...a burger.
He asked me if i wanted a bite of his burger?
this kind of caught me off guard bc who the fuck shares food like that...not me that's for sure LOL
so i kinda caught feels, believe it or not.
He also asked me to drink from his cola.....i said no to be polite
he offered me onion rings and i appeased bc i feel like he wouldn't shutup if i said no again.
he was really sweet. he opened doors for me, let me walk in front of him, asked me if i was cold....
uhm...
he also bought me candy...which is A+ bc food is the way to my heart lol
so yes... i caught feels.
but then we started talking and he just got out of a 2 year relationship.
he said he doesn't talk to his ex anymore bc he's just not the type to keep contact with exes.
hmm...
He also mentioned that he doesn't want to date anyone from ryerson bc it'll be awkward if they break up and just bump into each other all the time.
so i guess....i was just friendzoned haha.
which is ok i guess...i'm used to this shit, like what is new?
haha plus he's too good looking for me anyway.
he's like 6'1...and korean and pretty and nice and ughghguhguhughughughhghghggGHGUHUGHHG
so yeah sure. I'll be his friend.
Not even gonna try and pursue anything from this bc the risk is too high.
bc what if we do date and then breakup? that would suck bc i'd lose a great friend.
so as much as my feels want to go for it, I shall be his friend.
Just his friend.
And if he happens to like someone else, I'll support him. like a friend would.
because I'm his friend
Just a friend.
