Soft cookies.....

Today was pretty much like any day..... Since my phone broke, i'm now using my old one >_<
it's so fat )= but then again it's all i've got ...

My sister and i made cookies today (= uhhmmm i think they were called soft chocolate chip oatmeal cookies..

they were pretty good ... but they kind of gave me a little tummy ache....cuz it reminded me of someone i didnt want to remember....someone who absolutely loved soft cookies... i wonder if this means i miss him...
i wonder if this means i still care... I tried to forget about everything... even the loss of my phone helped, but i guess it wasn't enough...

All of this is making me feel so depressed and uneasy... especially after watching BOKURA GA ITA .

but ... it 's hard liking someone who doesn't like you back.
it's hard to care for someone who barely knows you.

my heart is saying, " Just wait...he'll like you and tel you rite away."
but my mind is saying, " stop waiting, it's not worth it. you can spend the time yer wasting rite now with someone else that actually likes you back!"

it's hard to decide which one to follow. im torn.
Pretty weird, huh?
you must think im a total loser for typing all my feelings out on the computer for everyone to se... >_<
...oh well....
it's hard to imgine how all of this is caused by only
soft cookies.