time.

It's been how many months since i moved to the school im currently in .....
&& everyting's driving me NUTS.
The ppl are really nice and all... but i still can't believe how fast things are changing...
i was once in a group....(a HUGE one).... and we were all happy to be together...
but now, we're slowly drifting apart in to 3 seperate groups...
i absolutely LOVE everyone of them..... but,
it sucks that we dont hang around each other anymore cuz we're not that close.
sometimes....i try to go to all the groups, but theres simply no time
and they probably dont trust me anymore...
maybe they never even trusted me at all....
aw, man.... this sucks.

so today... i was at the I3 !!!!
it was really fun ! ... but there were only a few cute guys.
there was this guy who chopped me :O (he was not cute) ... 'fcourse i didnt give my info to him...
and there was this really cute guy with nice hair.... & he talked to me x)
i can't believe i didnt stutter... but he looked like he was a lot older than me... so,
i prolly had no chance what so ever.

confirmation is on May10
Ottawa is on May 27
Grad is on June 18 ....

i can't believe were graduating ! ......
at times i think i really wanna graduate.
but at times i dont want to ....
i mean..... i just met these ppl less than 2 years ago....
i wanted to know more about them....but they're going to different schools...
and wen i DO wanna graduate... it's becuz i feel like i don;t really belong in any group in my current school....
some ppl trust me .... but i dont trust them...
and the ppl i trust.... don't trust me....
it's pretty complicated.
i thought id start over in a school with new ppl...
and the best way to do that is go to HIGHSCHOOL....
but i doubt i would make real friends there....cuz im not really that interesting.

If you look at my facebook, you'll see i have more than 100 friends.... it actually close to 200...
but i thought about it.... and only about 2-10 of them are my REAL FRIENDS.
'fcourse thay are all my friends but .... only 2-10 of them trust me and are reliable to me...
maaan.......life sucks.

anywho.... i should go now...
it friday tmrw...
TGIF.