blech.

i have no idea if there is difference between ..
CARING.
and
JEALOUSY.

i mean... ofcourse i CARE about what had happened,
im not just gnna forget it like that... actually, it's stuck in my head.
but does that mean im jealous?
cuz i care?
cuz i care TOO MUCH?

eeehhhh,
you're my friend...and i love you.
i CARE about you.

but sometimes i wanna punch you in the face.
LOL.

is that jealousy?
ahhahahahahahahah,
i wanna punch HER in the face too..
but i dont know why :S
she never did anything bad to me...
so, why do i have such strong feelings agaisnt her?
i swear im not controlling this.
but whenever i see her, i wanna punch a locker..

like wth...what's wrong with me?

and sometimes when i see you...and you dont evn look at me...
i wanna go in front of you and slap you in the face while saying "HELLO, IM RIGHT HERE! SAY HI OR SOMETHING! YOU BIG BOLOGNA!"
gooosh.

i keep telling myself it's not jealousy im feeling...
but im not evn sure if im right :S