i try.

okay guys.
im not perfect....
i try to be the best person i can be.

sometimes i try to be a nice person to ONE person...
and turn out to be mean to another.
it's hard >.<

gaaaaaaaaaaahhh,
i really dont kno how to fix this mistake.
i should say sorry
i should.

but honestly, im not all that good at confrontation.
it will probably take me a week to figure out what to say, plan it, and memorize it.
then when im finally ready to "confront"....
i forget everything and end up saying different things that dont make sense...
and then i totally mess up.


i wanna say im sorry,
but im afraid you'll just ignore it.
Actually i shouldnt even care about that.
i promise.
tomorrow.
im will go up to you and say sorry.
(=