Okay so i heard that there was a trend going on in youtube called "my perfect imperfections"
where youtube stars tell their viewers 3 imperfections or 3 things that they hate about themselves....
then 3 things that they love about themselves...
it's basically to prove that no one is perfect...
i wanna try this trend lol
and since im not a video person O.o
imma just write about it in my blog.
Okay first of all, its so hard to narrow down everything that i hate about myself in 3 things D;
so ill just say the ones that are at the top of my list.
1. MY HEIGHT
~ alright if you know me, you probably know how little i am. im like 5 feet on the dot...maybe not even... i just like rounding up lol but im close enough. i mean... my height refrains me from doing certain things that i wanna do. like i wanted to be on certain sports teams..but im too short to play properly...and uhhmm...at one point of my life, i wanted to be a model..i know it sound ridiculous...but i was young...and my friens told me that you have to be like atleast 5'5 ..im like shyyeeet. lol and most of all...i don't think people take me seriously with my height..they always call me cute..or tiny or whatever...i mean sometimes it's nice and it makes me feel good, but... it gets really repetative...and i don't always wanna be known as just the little asian girl.
2. MY FAT
~ LOL i know i know...so predictable, right?... well, c'mon...im not the skinniest girl our there... and i don't even consider myself as average. i mean i think im like 4 pounds away from being over weight =.= like what is that... also, my 'fat' made me get stretch marks...LOL yuh yuh... y'all probably haven't seen em cuz i don't show them (: it's the very reason why i do not wear skirts or tanktops in public... it kindah goes invisible in the summer, so im okay with wearing shorts....but never in the rest of the year lol. so yeah... and some clothes don't look good on me cuz im fat.BLAH. i hate it. i hate my body (: it's mainly my fault tho, cuz i don't take care of myself.. i mean i sleep late and eat junk..whatever.
3. MY BLEMISHES
~ this doesnt only apply to my face... but yeah... on my face.. i have this huge scar/birthmark on my damn forehead....it looks like everyday is ash wednesday =.= it sucks....cuz everyone thinks it's just dirt.. but it's actually part of my faaaaace. ): it's such an eyesore. it's grossss. lol okay and the other thing... i have these like rocks in my skin.. lol it's so hard to explain. it's like tumours... but smaller and black and not cancerous....well i hope they're not cancerous. cuz uuhmm... i wanna live? ... well, yeah... they look reall weird.. i have no idea how they got there... and...it's weird.. i gottah go to the doctor LOL
things i like....took me a while to get 3 things out of nothing haha.
well here it goes.
1. PROPORTIONS
~ i don't know how else to describe this...but it means i have an ass LOL well, regardless of my 'fat' and shit... i actually like my 'curves' ... and how my body is shaped and proportioned... i mean... i have a good breast to ass ratio..LOL i sound so whaaack when i typed that.. well, that's what i think anyway.... maybe im not proportioned to others..but to me, i am..i think lol.
2. SMILE
~ im am so fortunate that i got good genes for my smile...for me, someone's smile is very importantaaay. it's the first thing i notice in a guy.. and if it's a genuine smile, it can make someone's day... im not saying my smile does this...i definitely dont think i have the best smile out there....(according the yearbook survey -.-)...but i think my smiles are atleast genuine. MOST OF THE TIME. i like how my cheekbones pop up when i smile, i like my dimples...even though it looks lopsided because one is deeper than the other..i like my teeth.. and thank the lord i didnt have to wear braces. i mean i wore retainers..but only for 2 months...im not even sure why i had them O.o i think my dentist just wanted money...lol jks. but yeah. i like my smile.
3. MY HANDWRITING
~ i couldn't really think of anything else that i like.. but my writing is pretty okay. LOL i get a lot of compliments on them for some reason...and it looks really neat to the point where my teachers praise me for how my notes are so organized...and they are in such awe of my 'neat' writing that they didn't realize my work is incomplete LOOL. so i get away with lots of things with my writing...also, if i wanted to, i could forge my parents' signatures cuz for some reason it's easy for me to copy other people's writing O.o but i would never do that... maybe i did it before...hehe but not anymore... never again. cuz i got caught. :P
alright... im done (:
time for history :P
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