i'm counting down the days until my agony ends.
Since Valentine's Day is coming up... i am always stressed of what will happen.
*will WALLY ask me out?
*how many candy-o-grams should i buy?
*will i give a confession letter to WALLY?
*will WALLY give me one?
*am gonna get a lot of candy?
*will i be the only one that's lonely...on the day of love?
OH MY GOSH, and on top of that.... there's lots of homework, projects, chores, and crap to be done. I'm currently taking a break from my CAREER PROJECT, which is due tmrw... (i havent even typed up anyting)
It's all piling up into a big lump of CRAP on my damn shoulders... i can't handle this anymore.... once February 14 ends.... i think i'll be ok.
I know it's one of my favourite holidays.... but it's hard to celebrate it when the one you love doesn't really love you back. I think that's why i can't concentrate riite now.
sometimes... i just wanna shout out
I LOVE YOU! LOVE ME BACK, WILL YOU?
But, i keep it all in... besides... if i do that... WALLY will think im a freak and move FARTHER AWAY FROM ME.
& sometimes...i just wanna give up on the guy. I mean 10 months of WALLY will really get tiring, but it's easier to say than to do. i once tried to not talk about him ... and a second after.... i was talking to my friend about him.. i think it's better if i let it fade away on it's own, than forcing it to just go away.
Ya kno, the last time i tried that... i ended you liking a guy for 2 years... and reailzing he was such a HUGE WASTE OF TIME. He was 3 years older than me (wooooooow, i have nice taste...) & i thought he was really cute and he lived in the same apartment building as me ^_^
i always used to try and go in the same elevator with him....(STALKER MOVEMENT) lol....i was grade 5 tho... so i didnt know any better... He's what you call...my.. "FIRST MAJOR CRUSH"
And you can't forget those things.... OH, & once ... last year in the summer... i saw him in the mall...
i was with my friend STEFFI & LOUISE...
When i saw him .... my mouth dropped... i was hyper and frekaing out like a maniac.
then he came up to me ...he invited me to this church thing... (he's christian...which is a turn off to me :P) and then he was like, "Do i know you from somewhere?..you look familiar." ......WAAAAABOOOOOOSSSHHHH! There goes my heart. in my head i was like he remembers me? He actually paid attention to what i look like?.... What the hell?
TOTAL coinsidence, that on the same day that i saw my FIRST MAJOR CRUSH in the mall....something awesome happened between me and WALLY. >_<
That sounds wrong... but it actually isn't... but just by thinking about it... is giving me butterflies.
I really dont wanna expose myself on the internet... so i'll keep what happened to myself (&some poeple that were there with us)
That was the day that i was like, "Okay...I'm in love with this guy & nobody can stop me"
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