2010 -.-

wow, it's been a WHILE you guyssss....

i actually miss writing stupid thoughts here in my blog...
i have no time anymore -.-
stupid highschool.
giving me loads of homework.
taking up too much time to get there and leave.
uggh, piss offs...

so here's the first stupid thought for the new year....

why am i still jealous?
arent i supposed to be over you?..
im POSITIVE i don't have anymore feelings for you.
i have someone else in mind.
TRUST ME.
coz i trust myself in that.
Maybe it's not jealousy.
maybe it's ..... just bothering me....
the fact that i never got a chance...
the fact that i wasn't good enough..
the fact that we could've been
Maybe it's just that...right?
You no longer have a place in my heart.
i have other REAL friends that take up all the space in there.
& it's gnna be hard for you to get back in.
You're probably not gnna be in the same spot as you were,
but thts the way it is.

SO SO SO SO SO SO,
there it is...
try and figure THAT out :P
wahahahaha, so can you guys tell me...
is JEALOUSY a form of LOVE ?