im so new to this IB shit...like wow.
i keep tellin myself i can do it, but maybe there's a bigger chance that i can't. haha. im such a pessimist.
I hate history, like always...im pretty sure i mentioned it in my blog when i was in grade 8 that i absolutely despise history (:
well, i ugess its not that bad. i just really dnt like all that reading and writeing and memorizing. D:
too much work...
oh well, i practically signed up for a ton of work by joining IB.
Uhm... what else is new ?
I actually finished all my work now... and its exactly 12:00am lol
OMG i was almost late today.
i came to school at exactly 8:26 ....then i speed-walekd my way to religion. (:
speaking of religion, it's actually very interesting.
we're learning T.O.K. (Theory Of Knowledge)
it makes me question so much shit. Like, what caused the big bang theory? can everything actually be explained by science? am i actaully human? LMFAO. it's too cool.
uhm, my second period is vocals with JANA BANANA (:
it's okay i guess... i mean today's lesson or class or whatever you call it was better than yesterday :P
we actually sang today haha... i thought i would be off-tune but i wasnt..
atleast i thought i wasnt. -.-
it wud really suck if i was tone-deaf and couldn't know if i was off-tune or on-tune....
Oh and you.
ohmy goodness, i know i told myself that i would stop talking about you behind your back..but really i cant stand being in the same class as you.
it hits the very nerve of my patience. I know you liked her...u told me... and i have proof. i have the fucken conversation we had. I can't just sit there see you flirting with her. Wait, why the fuck am i jealous? aren't i over you? i am. i think. Maybe. i don't know. She has a boyfriend for crying out loud. but you know what, theres so much more things that bother me being in vocals with you. She's not the only person you are friendly with. not that i care. okay, maybe i do. but atleast have the respect not to do it infront of me. cuz it still hurts a little. i don't know if you're just too oblivious to the fact that its killing me, or you wanna make me think you've moved on. Honestly, i knew you moved on since TIME. since the start of grade 9 second semester. i knew you liked someone else. I actually wanted you back, before i found out you were on tips with someone else. i was gonna take you back and hide everything from my parents just so we could be together, ucz i missed you like crazy. a week before i was gonna talk to you, you started driftin away from me...not going to my locker area, not talkign to me or saying hi... i had to say hi or hello first, which was like a slight slap in the face. Then i find out from one of our mutual friends that you like someone else? oh man. that was a snake bite right there. im pretty sure you promised to tell me tht if you liked someone else you would tell me FIRST. and i promised the same thing. you broke it. so it didnt bother keeping tht intact either. ive liked a couple of guys since then, and i never told you. well, you know what? i have no respect for you what so ever. you can do your thing, with your bald head, or whatever. you can chop some niner or a junior and get them pregnant I DON'T CARE. cuz you never even said sorry. you never said a proper goodbye. you never kept your promise. you said you would be my friend, but what kind of fucked-up friend would do that? .... all i need is an apology and im good. but for now, i have a passionate hate for you. See you tomorrow, douchebag.
any way, goodnight/mornin' (:
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