love you like i always do.

People want me to confront you,

and ask you what the hell your intentions really are...

i tell them i already know that you moved on.

i lied.

i actually don't know.

truth is, i'm just scared to confront you..

you're one of the few people i am afraid to have a heart-to-heart conversation with...

even when we were together...

talking to you about serious stuff made me shit bricks...lol

cuz i wasn't used to being so serious with a person before..

i'm still not used to it.

I'm probably never gonna try and talk to you about this...

at least not anytime soon.

maybe in time when i actually figure out what i'm gonna say (:

~even if i don't really know what you're thinking or feeling right now about me,

i have this gut feeling that you still think about me once in a while.

haha, i seem crazy right? but i feel like i should trust this gut feeling, yknow?

last time i had this feeling, i ignored it, and it turned out to be right..

but i was too late to realize it.

i'm not sayen that we'll get back together and all..

and i'm just saying that i have a feeling you don't completely hate me...

and that you're not completely over me.

for one thing,

you posted OUR SONG in your account.

hmmmn, i wonder why?...

lol

and you try to ignore me...

well guess what?!

i read this book about teen psychology...

and it said that guys stop talking to their exes...especially if they were the ones who got dumped...cuz they are simply still trying to get over them.

same thing with girls..

i hate to admit it, but it's kindah true.

i avoided you cuz i wasnt over you yet...and i was forcing myself to move on.

hhhmn, iunno..

maybe im just making excuses...

maybe you're avoiding me cuz...you simply dont care anymore..

i dont know.

i never will for sure.

but like i said...

my gut is tellin me,

tht you'll always have feelings for me,

like i always will for you (: