Je ne veut pas parler de français.

So today was my French oral examination, and I totally bombed it. Idk if I'm just exaggerating it in my head like I do with everything, but I was disappointed. I felt like I was prepared but apparently not. I thought I memorized my speech well and I did, but I had to change it to fit her questions. I do not blame my teacher in any way...I mean she actually helped me in so many ways and she wasn't even supposed to. She could get in real big trouble if IB found out, so I'm grateful she even considered to risk her career to help my mark. I feel like I disappointed her... Even though I should feel relieved that I got it over with, I feel like shit. I just wish atleast pass.. I'd be lucky to.