Looking back: 2012

hello peasants. 
So it's a new year: 2013. I am quite determined to make this year a better year in all aspects.
But I just wanna look back at 2012 and kind of list the crap that i have experienced and learned....so I can better improve 2013 for myself and for the people around me. Am I sounding like a politician right now or whuuuu? lol
okay here we go.

In all of my 17 years on this planet, 2012 has to be the worst year of my life. Not going to lie. Worst, because the hardest most stressful shit have gone down in the span of 12 months. Like it was just bad thing after bad thing after bad, and it all piled up on top of my shoulders. Like I said, it was a rapid fire of misfortunes for me. 

I'm going to start with IB. I know I have probably said enough of IB in this blog but this is a key shitter of my 2012. 2012 was when i had to do the IB french exams. The preparations for that was freaking brutal. I cannot even begin to fathom the pain I went through trying to speak a language I am not interested in. I love Canada, Montreal and all that, but please...do not make me speak french. Along with this...the EE was due in 2012. Now, this technically does not apply to moi, but still. When i handed mine in on September, I thought i was done and over with it...but no. I found out later on 2012 that my whole essay has to be changed. asdfghjkl worst news ever. Then all this work id piled up on me, courtesy of IB...and i actually did not/ do not have time to do any of it. I CAN'T. AND NOW THAT I FIXED MY EE, MY MODERATOR TOLD ME THAT THE CHANGES WERE BAD ASFGHJKL I can't. so anyway... different topic.

The love life in 2012 wasn't that great either. Actually, it was nonexistent. haha. So *blank* got a girlfriend that I absolutely despise, yet I can see he's happy...which hurts even more. *Blank* also had a girlfriend that i swear hated me. hmmn. *Blank* ... I think he hates me too. and last but not the least, i found out that *BLank* is in a long term relationship all this time that I had feels for him. boo. 

My weight and face. Enough said.

Cross country. Lemme just say that it was a great experience, and made me think I could do anything if I set my mind to it. BUT GDI, THAT SHIT WAS HARD. MY MUCLES WERE SORE EVERY DAY, I HAD TO STAY AFTER SCHOOL TO PRACTICE RUNNING HORRID DISTANCES (ON TOP OF ALL THE HOMEWORK I HAD TO DO),  I WAS WILLINGLY EMBARRASSING MYSELF BY BEING LAST PLACE ALL THE TIME. It was hard. It was freaking hard. 

I've probably had the least amount of sleep during 2012...Some nights I didn't sleep at all. UGh.

I'm done with this rant. 

There were so much more that I did not mention (like American Idol, the Voice, the Paquiao loss, the massacre in Connecticut, etc). Too much bad stuff happened during 2012 that blogger cannot deal with it lol 

But I forgot to mention that 2012 also brought me happiness in little spurts...such as: 

1. My "surprise" birthday
2. International Night
3. Getting Honour Roll
4. Passing French
5. Getting closer to the IB fam
6. Getting closer to G95 & JAKS
7. My fammo --> bonding wit sister...and the 'rentals
8. Getting Nathan for Christmas 
9. Not failing any tests YET this semester. 
10. The Olympics 

boom. Mindblown yet? idek what i'm saying. It's 2:30 and i'm tired af. SOFT, I KNOW. but it's the holidays and during school, i get an average of 3 hours everyday....so i shall take advantage of sleeping now. GOODNIGHT FELLOW LOSERS! MWAH! MAMA LOVES YOU ALL! <3 font="font" nbsp="nbsp">