BAHAHAHA well clearly je n'ai pas une Valentine. I would be upset and bitter about it, but I'm just tired. I'm too tired to actually sulk. Sulking takes too much effort and I have none to exert.
I figured that... Okay, I'm here with no valentine, but so what? What does that really imply? That no one loves me? Not true. I like to think that my family and friends do.
They say "oh just wait! The one's going to come! You just have wait and be patient!!" But...haha I don't wanna wait. No t because I'm impatient, well I am but not about this. I don't wanna wait because I don't want to WANT it to happen.. I want it to just occur. I don't want to expect it. I want it to be a spontaneous. Waiting is a conscious act. And personally, I think waiting for it to happen seems slightly desperate. So I refuse to wait. I'm just going to live my life, not waiting, and if it happens then it happens. (:
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