I've been upset for 4 days now.
Because.. Let me tell you the story:
So there's this really cute guy (I think he's cute) that I see every now and then in campus. He might even be in my program bc he's in 2 of my lectures. I've been eyeing this guy for weeks. But he hasn't approached me. He seems like the shy type.. Anyway, so last Friday I knew I would see him. So I attempted to look pretty that day, hair makeup and everything. So when I saw him I walked towards him, feeling confident and cute haha. I wanted to talk to him and maybe be his friend or something. But when this man met my eyes..he did a double take, had panic written all over his face and hauled-ass to the washroom. I fast walked to catch up to him.. But he was too fast and he went to the washroom; I can't really follow him there..
What was wrong?
Why did he walk/run away?
Am I intimidating?
Or did he know I was eyeing him for so long and got creeped out?
I'm so angry bc I wanted to talk to him so bad and I put so much effort but.. Do I have something wrong with me?
I feel like he doesn't like me? Idk
Now I'm trying to figure out whether I should keep trying to talk to him or should I just give it up and walk away? (No pun intended)
I just... This is dumb. Why am I trying so hard. It's exhausting and dumb and probably pointless.
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