I don't know

My mother asked me yet again what I wanted to be. I'm really sick of answering "I don't know". I don't like saying it, but it's the truth. I don't know. I hadn't exactly envisioned what I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life in order to support my existence. But I have planned some other things. I plan to have children. No more than three. But that's when I'm like 28-30. before that, I plan to travel the world. I wanna go everywhere any means of transportation can take me. I wanna see whatever there is to see. I wanna eat everything there is to eat. I wanna experience the world. Every bit of it. After all that fun, I do (someday) want to get married. Maybe. I do want to date. I wanna experience dating for fun... Like how people on tv do it lol I just wanna try it. I probably won't like it cuz I'm a long term relationship type of person, but wouldn't it be fun? If a husband is a possibility... I'd like him to be the perfect guy for me. I refuse to settle for just anyone. If I'm going to spend my whole life with someone, I'm gonna make sure I can tolerate them and vice versa. (Nathan Adrian) lmfao yea that's impossible. So being a single parent is still an option for me. Although, I don't think my parents would approve of it. I just think my expectations are extremely high that close to no one can meet them, and lowering them means I'm settling...which is the last thing I wanna do. I tell my dad this and all he says is "love is mysterious sometimes. Your mom fell in love with me, right?" I'd always laugh it off..... But he's right. By no means is my father anything close to my mom's ideal man (Brad Pitt). Yet she married him and made 2 awesome children with him. And in a couple of days, they'll be together for 22 years. Like damn. I can't even finish a 3 minute song without switching to a different song. I'm not bout commitment. Not right now. I just wanna have fun. But maybe my dad is right. Maybe if someone, my someone, came along and we fall in love... Then maybe my mind will change and my life would be just peachy. I doubt it, but really only time can tell. I want the whole enchilada: meeting, dating, first kisses, 2nd 3rd 4th & etc kisses lol, falling in love, fooling around, fighting about stupid things, making up, getting engaged, planning the perfect wedding, the honeymoon, having kids, getting a family dog, sending kids to school, sending kids to university, seeing my kids fall in love, getting grandchildren, growing old together. I plan to have it all.

If only my mother asked me about those things instead of my future job... I'd have more to tell her than "I don't know".